Conversation Between CHRISTISLORD200 and musaclover

Hey what's up. How are you?

I totally know! because there have been times when I have gone through the worst!!! and I was like oh my gosh! I have no other way to describe me going through this but swearing. I don't do it all the time. But there have been those times. But I just pray over and over and read my bible ya know. because when all hell breaks loose. It could just be... all heaven is breaking loose. Why? because god is testing you. All you have to do is trust god. Keep praying... keep reading your bible. That's what i do in times like these. And it gets soo much better in the end. sometimes you have to sacrifice some stuff. You will loose things... even people close to you or whatever. Just keep praying. It will end, and you will be happy again. I can promise you that. But you have to do your part by reading your bible and praying! And i feel like i just preached to you and that is so funny! lol I didn't mean to though! It just kinda came out ya know?

Ok.... yeah my great grandpa (he is actually blood related) is not a Christian. I know that for a fact. He hasn't gone to church since my Great Grandma died about 2 years ago. I don't think she was a Christian either. The only reason he went when she was alive was because she liked going..... out of habit or something idk. anyways yeah like I really try to watch my language but just sometimes I cant think of anything strong enough to use without swearing...... ya know?

Yes he is still alive. Im not sure if he is christian or not though.

Thank you so much for praying as well! I don't mind. Sometimes thats the only way to describe it.

Aw that sux I am so sorry about your gpa! Yeah I know what you mean about the not blood related but still family thing. Joe (my former-step-grandfather) was like that. I say former cuz he is the one that would like feel up (feel in very inappropriate place) my little cousins, Faith (8 I think) and Rachel (around 6) so yeah..... that has been hard to deal with it I don't know i you heard about that but yeah. Anyways so by your use of the verb "is" I assume your grandpa is still alive? is he a Christian?

And thank you so much for praying! My life has just been...... well.... I dont swear a lot and sorry for the language but my life has been sh** lately. Like I mean between my gpa Ralph dying, Joe turning out to be a perverted monster, and all this stuff with Abby and Elly it has just been... ugh. Ya know? Anyways I really appreciate your prayers and I will definitely be praying for your situation with your grandfather.

Oh my goodness! Im so sorry! I know how you feel though. a while back my grandpa was diagnosed with cancer. and we thought it would be gone with this one surgery... but it kept coming back... It was hard for me to go visit him. He looked good... but so much skinnier than... last time I saw him... He is really important to me... ya know? He isn't blood related... but he... is still family. But i'll pray for you still. My friends are always in my prayers. I think you really need it... especially now.

She does not like me. At least no more than as a brother. I know that she told me her self and she is dating another guy...... but thank you so much for praying! I really need a lot of that right now...... about a month ago my Great Grandfather wasn't doing so well but he started getting better so we thought he was gonna be ok.... I just found out yesterday that he isn't doing so well again...... he is worse than he was before. He is probably gonna die........

Well... I guess... all you can really do is pray about it. If you feel like you want her back... maybe she still has her same feelings for you too. Only you know if you still truly love her. You just have to unravel your confused feelings. Just trust your heart. And ask god for the right direction in this situation. I'll pray for you too. So maybe you can get some guidance through this.

Well like I thought I had gotten over her but like I have these really strong feelings that like came out of nowhere.... like I hadn't even talked to her in like weeks and like I had this dream and in it me and Elly were sitting on this hill and it was like around sunset and like we were sitting on the hill facing the sunset and like Elly leaned against my arm and rested her head on my shoulder and I put my arm around her and she said "I love you Jono" and then we were about to kiss and it ended. I had it about 3 times. Add or take. And then after the first 2-4 times I had the same dream, except at the end after she says "I love you Jono" I said "I love you too Elly and we kissed. For like 2 minutes. And then the dream ended and I woke up crying because I knew it was just a dream.... nothing more. I have had that dream about 4-5 times.......

Oh my gosh! That's lame! But hilarious. Haha yeah if a dood said that to me... i would probably play along or just say "Do YOU have tickets to the gun show?" Haha. It tends to leave people clueless and their faces are just plain hilarious! ahahahahhahaha. Awww that's mean. I guess they dont want tickets! ahhh that's funny!!!!!! Oh you suck! I want more summer time! bleh! yeah i remember? What happened this time?