I was a hardcore Christian and then I stopped. Now I frequent a pentecostal church with a friend. I don't feel I need medication now, but looking at that diary--I just didn't recognize myself and it seriously creeped me out.
That's too bad buddy. Do you have an older mentor-type guy you can talk to? I'll be praying.
Things are alright on my end. Playing hockey when I can. I had three midterms within 16 hours yesterday/today, but thankfully that's over. I can't believe how inconsistent the Leafs are. When they get the lead early they're a completely different team.