[Dancer3]

Hi, everyone.....

Since I last wrote... a lot has changed. MY parents accepted him and we've actually sat down and talked about it. It felt so goooood!!! Now, I know that they just didn't want me to get hurt again. My boyfriend and I have talked too. I feel really different. Like I'm not getting these 'no' signs anymore. I don't know... but, he doesn't flirt with other girls anymore. But, what's kinda ticking me off... and I don't mean anyone on CGR... I mean my friends outside of the www, are all trying to push me into different things. Not like sex or anything. ABSTINENCE!!! WOOO! Anyway... but, I finally just sat them all down and told them, 'if this is wrong, let me learn from the lesson, on my own.' I'm totally greatful for all of your responses.
It's just, have any of you ever thought one thing in your own mind and heart then talked to people and it's like clashed with whatever they had to say? That's how I feel... if it makes any sense.

Well, I gotta go... my internet time is spent (parents orders) :-)!!!!!!
Love and merry christmas....

Dancer3 P.S: It's gonna be a white christmas here in good ol' KY!!!!

[Chris]

Originally Posted by Dancer3

It's just, have any of you ever thought one thing in your own mind and heart then talked to people and it's like clashed with whatever they had to say? That's how I feel... if it makes any sense.

It's happened quite a few times. There are times though that I wished I'd have listened to them more than anything. As irrational as the other people may seem at times it's actually ourselves that are being irrational. Just keep that tucked away. Good luck in the relationship though.

[Amanda5000]

NOOOOOOOOOOO............. Why?????..............NOoooooooooo......why???????...............
This is kinda fun.............................why............????? ok anyways. Shelba are you really sure? About Steven? I mean he is taking up my time with you girl. When I call I want to talk to you not not tlak to you cuz your always talking to STEVEN. oooooo. He can't be your whole life now. I called you like 4 times today to tell you what I had been reading and no answer. I was so sad cuz I need someone to talk to. then Elisabeth was over catlins cuz the power went out at her house. But I just don't know. I needed to tell you that dream I had. It was with you and matt in it. It was crazy. I dont know what that meant. But you guys have never been in tthe same dreams. Well i mean in my dreams at least. Then the other night I had a weirdo dream about Andy. IT was CRAZY. Never would I. But to get off me. I just don't know if I really like Steven. I willl try to like him. Maybe I will invite him to the b-day party for you. then I dont know. I am just trying to be a good friend and not lie to you. I wouldn't want you to not tell me if you didnt' like a guy I was dating. I'd want you to be honest with me and respect my opinions. you know. I dont know. Just keep praying. I love ya girl.

A sista in faith,

Manders

[Dancer3]

Thanks for that Chris. God Bless ya. Merry Christmas!!! Love, Dancer3