| Bit o' depression. This is really hard to deal with, as I am generally one of the happiest people you'll meet, but the events of the past while have begun to hit me hard. I've been having some sleep deprivation issues, which isn't a great thing to begin with, but I just received the news today that I didn't get the RA (Resident Assistant) position I applied for. I was really counting on getting this position as it pays $7000, which would help a lot towards my tuition ($20,000).
The job would of let me quit my job at the cafeteria, which has been a major source of aggravation over the past while, but it appears now that I'll have to continue working there next year.
I don't know, I'm just feeling a lot of strain and it's beginning to break me down. I've been trying to keep my focus on God through all of this but everything's just beginning to fall apart. I really need prayer right now. Just that I'd be able to keep my focus on God, that He would lead me to the right decision for next year, etc.
Thanks all. |