[Micaela]

"I wish I could do better by you,
because it is what you deserve"

Songs, shared by a couple,
do they share meaning too?

"If you were to leave,
fulfill someone else's dreams,
I think I might totally be lost"

The words we say,
do they mean the same
to both of us?

Or is there simply beautiful
hot air coming out of one or
both of our mouths?

[Micaela]

How foolish you must think I am,
How gullible and sweet.
The things you have pulled
right in front of me,
and I have turned a blind eye

It is time to drop the pretense
It's time for me to show you
what you're up against
don't look at me
like I am your eye candy

For instead,
you are mine,
you think you have
taken me for the fool,
but soon you'll see
that it is you,

who was the fool
all along.

[Micaela]

wow...have not posted a poem in a loooong time...

Scattered...
my thoughts.
Lonely is the path I have chosen
lonely, and barren.
I love you
and I love him
and I love her.

So it seems...

Perhaps I ought to forsake them all
to avoid more pain.

Though it seems pain
is all this world
has to offer me.

[Micaela]

Drifting...
along a line
of progress and
regress...Regret and
project, until I scream with the
frustration. Happiness still truly escapes
me as I lose myself in my complexes, yet thrive
professionally because of them. How can something
hinder yet propel at the exact same time as if it is a living
oxymoron? Perhaps I am a living oxymoron, caught between
reality and fiction, contradictory because I cannot decide how to truly live.