[Ring of a bell]

Rachy rach made am swear word.

Hi!

[hapa_angel]

yeah, yeah.




I've had a bad evening. Enjoy the fruits of my trying to forget tonight.


10 things that scare me:
10. tons of freedom
9. feelings
8. heights
7. looking down into deep water
6. my mom when she's pissed
5. my mental state
4. not knowing what the future will bring
3. knowing my actions have consequences on others
2. hurting people I care deeply about
1. failure

9 things that make me mad:
9. paying freakin $10 for a crappy movie
8. paying for parking
7. not finding street parking
6. bad drivers
5. bad music that I can't turn off
4. stupid people
3. my inabilities
2. my mom
1. myself

8 things I love:
8. playing a real piano, not just a keyboard
7. football
6. writing
5. guitars
4. compliments
3. affection
2. (good) music
1. formetoknowandyounotto

7 things I hate:
7. idiots
6. idiots
5. did I mention idiots?
4. long lines
3. long-winded people
2. long waits
1. distance

6 random facts about me:
6. I am Chinese and white
5. I love my baked goods (NO kt... not necessarily cookies...)
4. I hate celery
3. I cry too much
2. I am the PFOD
1. I am a heartbreaker

5 things I plan to do before I die:
5. get married
4. have sex
3. ... and (a) child(ren)
2. and a fairly nice house
1. and a music career

4 things I want to do right now:
4. kick myself
3. change my name and
2. move to a different country
1. ... or a different state

3 things that attract me to the opposite sex:
3. character
2. mannerisms
1. face

2 things I can't do:
2. ...anything right.
1. er... that was it.

1 person you want to be with right now:
1. *cough*

[danalyn]

poor miss hapa rach. sorry you had a bad night. wanna talk about everything but whatever happened??

[hapa_angel]

Actually, I really don't. Sorry Dana, it's nothing personal. If I talk I'll just end up crying again. And that is not something I want to do. I've been crying enough these last few days.






I don't know how much I'll be on CGR in the next few days or maybe more. I don't know how much more I can handle.

[/vague]

[danalyn]

oh, um... ok. I was actually suggesting we takl aboutstuff other than whatever made your evening yucky. it's ok. I understand about crying alot and having bad stuff going on...

[hapa_angel]

I just feel awful and don't really want to talk. =/ sorry.

[swim2112]

I love you Rach, and I am praying for you.

[hapa_angel]

Originally Posted by swim2112

I love you Rach, and I am praying for you.

Thanks hun. *hugs Linds*

[GMartin2R]

i take it this would be a bad time for me to hop in and say hi huh?

ok so the irony of that question isnt lost on me... lol, hope things start looking up for ya. later...

[hapa_angel]

Hahaha. Completely impeccable timing, indeed.


Oh well. Hello you. Welcome. I don't think I'll be making many long life-story posts in here anytime soon, so brace yourself for a barrage of cheapness.

[GMartin2R]

lol i havnet been using mine much at all recenrly either. in my csuse though it's because of a relative lack of things to talk about as opposed to think i dont want to talk about. though that's happened before too. just not the case this time

[Danny]

Hey, you. Sorry about all the crap that happened tonight. I hope you're feeling good again soon.

[hapa_angel]

Originally Posted by GMartin2R

lol i havnet been using mine much at all recenrly either. in my csuse though it's because of a relative lack of things to talk about as opposed to think i dont want to talk about. though that's happened before too. just not the case this time

yeah..... that's not happened much in here. heh. usually other CGRers find ways to cheap-post this place to death. At least it means they love me.

Originally Posted by Danny

Hey, you. Sorry about all the crap that happened tonight. I hope you're feeling good again soon.

Meh. Yeah..... =/


and thanks for the rose.




I'm off to bed now, kids. Nitey nite.

[magical spatula]

Originally Posted by Nathan

Ehhhhhh, quit your whinin'.

Originally Posted by hapa_angel

10 things that scare me:

7. looking down into deep water

Yes. :X

You'd think, that since I live in an area surrounded by water, that I'd love going in the water? No, no, my friends, I pretty much hate all water except for that in pools.

To this day I'm still afraid I'll get stung by a jellyfish (which is a minor thing, but it still happens to people, and nobody likes it, and I've heard it hurts like a mothertrucker) or bitten by a shark, even though there aren't any in the bay. Supposedly.

Weirder things have happened, though, and I intend on keeping all my appendages. Especially when people freak and mistake dolphins for sharks...

9 things that make me mad:

6. bad drivers

4. stupid people

Aaaaaaaaaamen.

7 things I hate:
7. idiots
6. idiots
5. did I mention idiots?

Gahahahahahaha.

6 random facts about me:

5. I love my baked goods (NO kt... not necessarily cookies...)

Bahaha.

Not necessarily cookies...


(I kid.)

3 things that attract me to the opposite sex:

1. face

The word "face" makes me giggle when said by itself. I don't know why.





Wachel, I love you! ♥

[texandawg1288]

Hello Rach. What's up?? How's Cali treatin' you?

Never asked this question to you yet... What music do you like?