Hi Jon, Josh! *waves* Thank you for stopping by!
Haha.... JB you are one funny guy. You crack me up and make me smile. Thanks buddy.
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Wow. Today was simply gorgeous. the sun was out and it was beautiful, sooo hot and everything again. Unfortunately I got sunburned. Bad. Both of my arms. I look like Sebastian the crab from The Little Mermaid now. Good thing i had makeup on my face or the rest of me would look like that too. argh.
Before we went home, my mom and I stopped by this lil place right by school called Quicklys... they sell those Asian tapioca drinks and other Asian foods there. My mom got a pineapple tappy and I got green apple (like always

lol). Not terribly good but juuuust hit the spot right then and there.
More stuff happened today...... as josh alluded to..... but i'm not gonna drag personal stuff back on here again. I've learned a number of lessons. That would be one of them.

But let's just say I'm still working on not being too hasty. In general. I tend to want what i want when i want it, and i still have to work through that when i'm obviously not gonna get anything i want for a long time. (Yes it's vague again. Too bad. I will not give details here. IM or PM me to chat abt it.)
But it's interesting.... I've learned enough from this past week that i'm able to counsel one of my pals who's sorta in a similar place... well we were last week, anyway.

Hah. But basically.... I get to say "look at me" and "don't do what I did" now as well as a couple of good lines i gave her about why to listen to your gut rather than your heart. See..... the heart is a deceiver. It wants to be fulfilled, NOW and will say whatever it takes to get its way. Whereas the gut only wants you to stay in one piece, regardless of whether you feel happyhappy or not. So... your gut is looking out for you, and your heart is not. I learned the hard way not to listen to your heart. My gut was telling me something different all the way through... and i shouldn't have given my heart preference over my gut when I
knew deep down that my gut was right.
Ok.... no more on this..... ever. Seriously.
oh and I posted a brand new song in my songs link..... RC please!
Until next time