crossing the threashhold of my big blue backyard

backupguitar · 03-07-2005, 05:13 PM

if nate ever gives me a happy conception card i will never speak to him again. hee hee ok maybe i will. My friend has this idea that we should mail him a ton of the cards..haha. Tomo is our meeting..i plan on much talking about these cards and making a decistion about them (and we all know that will be) Nate will walk away heartbroken.

guitargirl12889 · 03-11-2005, 10:48 PM

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Originally Posted by lizwrenne

yeah...isn't it? now the weirdest thing would be if...you were brigid! now that would be....just too much for me. that would be insanely insane. to the tenth power. or maybe even more.

brigid: n : Irish abbess; a patron saint of Ireland
i'm really irish.....1/4. grandpa's full-blooded....

lizwrenne · 03-13-2005, 06:56 PM

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Originally Posted by backupguitar

ahh yes i remember the discussion about searching such things for papers are stuff at my pro-life club meeting

yeah...was that great or was that great? but why do i choose such hard topics...man its awful.

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Originally Posted by jimbogimbo

ha! the dogs... i think some of them arent really dogs...just wolves in disguise...

now that's right on...especially that huge black one that was licking my fingers. or maybe that was another one? even so...it was definately an...experience.

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nd because our dear friend lizzy wont post a picture, i feel the need

patience is a virtue...read the rest of this post and be satisfied, jimbo.

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Originally Posted by backupguitar

ha lauren i want ur opinion on this, how do u feel about happy conception day cards?

well, to be honest, i have thought about it--like when people were conceived. and while it is cool, recognizing that you were alive, a person, since conception, it is kinda...weird, i must admit. so september 29, 1987? but then there's the leap year and everything...so that would be september 30, 1987...that would be mine, if i took a perfect 9 months and all that jazz....or about there. but it could be later, seeing that i was due on july 4...that's right. a fourth baby... but i would have to say....no. even though there are cool things about it, i guess.

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Originally Posted by ImOnFire

there are some redneck neighboors that I have that will buy anything.

now that i wanna see...i don't have any redneck neighbors...just people that like country. which can be redneck, but isn't necessary. which brings me to: listen to cotton eyed joe by rednex. what an awesome song!

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Originally Posted by guitargirl12889

brigid: n : Irish abbess; a patron saint of Ireland
i'm really irish.....1/4. grandpa's full-blooded

this is awesome, seeing that you aren't her. but if you were...whoa.

here begins the life of lauren:

so monday i slipped and fell on the ice. like you would always imagine doing it, too: right leg flies in the air, then the left, then your hands try to catch you, but you still land right on the ice.....BAM! i don't know what exactly is up with me, but i wouldn't be surprised if i rebruised my tailbone...and got some more bruises in general.

other than that, the week was bland. so i went to a funeral...we were the only kids there. which was ok, i guess, seeing that i wasn't there for even a full 24 hours...more like 18 hours...but still. is it distressing? a bit. but it was nice to be there, just one last time to say goodbye to aunt aggie's house. i will probably never be there again, although i wish i could. she had such a fun place...oh well. but i drove nearly the entire way home, which was, in one word, bland. although i alreaday used that word, but oh well...for those of your who are unfamiliar with the ohio turnpike...it is straight road practically the whole way through. i guess it is comparable to nebraska? except that i've bever driven through there...but who gives.

um...we're registering for classes? so to solve my dilemma: take both ap euro and ap gov. sure, it's a death warrant, but anything will be better than this un-heaven i'm in now. that's right...grades are very sucky at the moment. i am on the brink of failing h precalc. and ncr in ap chem. and prolly something else, too.

i love ben folds. maybe it's a bit too strong a word to use, seeing that i don't know the man and that i also love spaghetti...but still. he's awesome to say the least. was a listening to him on the way home from pa, which was good. although a bit of censorship could have been useful...we have a mute button on one car, but the one i was driving...nope. so i just had to hope that dad didn't notice, although i did give him fair warning.

because of some unfortunate circumstances, i spent much of saturday trying to find a date for THE dance of THE year. ok, so it's not that big of a deal, but stil...i mean, how many people can you actually ask out before you get depressed, wondering about things and the like? the girls didn't even want to go with me...man. then again, they were grounded and couldn't, but still. so i definately called a ton of guys...and did get a date! was it exciting? you bet...i think his name was justin? i know it began with a 'j'...but i can't remember for sure. the story: get there and me good bud juliet is all freaking out, because a friend of her had no ticket. now me, being a generous soul with no date, took him under my wing and brought him in, never to see him again...so that was that. in other words, i ended up going lauren style (sorta). crashed some friends at dinner, ate nothing and left when they were done. got there, and hung out with lots of different people...attacked ellen because she looked just a bit too frenchie for us...a good friend of mine brought an awesome rubber mask of our homeboy, gee dubyah...wore that and had a bunch of fun. like going in the middle of the floor (where everyone is just on top of one another, due to crowded circumstances...ha), and we started dancing insanely. then during those lovely slow songs, went up to some people (with mask on), tapped a guy on the shoulder, and cut in with his date....'dude...george just stole my girl!' haha. but man was that mask hot! at least twas fun...i also got in some quality time with a friend's date. turns out that we both love to dance insane-like and everything, so we were making up some moves--doing what i do best. to say the least, it was a lot of fun...although it could have been even funner.

i see that there are more pics up...which brings me to something: i need to post some on here, don't i? not that your answer will impact my actions or anything, but i'd just like to ask it for the sake of asking. i'll put some on here....senior pose...no explanation, ninnnja burke...whom i am going to elope with in 'nam, mine face...the scanner doesn't really hurt your eyes that much, goth for god...yeah, twas an awesome idea...now all we need is the song. oh! don't forget the progress report!

life is still taking a toll on me....rather, school is. and it's making life hard. i know that i already had breakdown no. 2 but two weeks ago, but i think that i am about ready to break again....as a friend asked, 'does this mean that you'll have no more for the rest of the year?' good question...i would love to think it'd work out that way, and i could even try to make it work out in such a manner, but you never know, do you? i just gotta keep my composure, relax, and remember that the grass is not greener on the other side...it's march and it's still snowing here. thus, the grass is dead for the most part....the dead leaves and the dirty ground, to quote a certain jack white, whose best friend has my friend babysit for? man....lovely browns with some khaki thrown in there.

speaking of khakis...i think i am gonna have to break my rule of 'no shopping': i need pants really badly. i mean, is it not bad enough that i am wearing these things from seventh grade just about every day of my eleventh grade life? yeah...not too keen on washing my only pair of pants that really fit. although i'll do it this week...remind me, if ever you care to send an im my way.

wow...this is really long, but it's kinda reflective in a weird way. man...i write this in notepad and then copy and paste it back on cgr...then i end up reading this a trillion times over. but i was thinking...what if i just quit cgr? i was considering it, and all that. and what if i cut my hair? i was thinking of that too. and what if some kid in cpf is supposedly stealing the cgr family?!? you guys....you need to stop the insanity!! do it for me...put an end to it, if it exists, that is.

i think that's it. any questions, or if you just want to talk, im or email me anytime: lizwrenne@yahoo.com ....man i need to get out of the "new members" mode. how's that for a long post? i bet this beats good ol' 4000....

peace, love, and jchc. in His shadow,
lauren

smashing guitar · 03-13-2005, 06:59 PM

Hey stranger.

ekoside · 03-15-2005, 07:51 PM

hey lauren, im back again. been pretty busy. whats happenin?? nothin much here. yep.

guitargirl12889 · 03-18-2005, 03:42 PM

haha, LOVE the first pic

that james or that other guy who i always confuse with james?

backupguitar · 03-18-2005, 03:59 PM

I can answer this for ya! first one lauren and james, second one ninja burke, third one...ummm...i have no idea, fourth one..lizzo.

guitargirl12889 · 03-19-2005, 02:58 PM

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Originally Posted by backupguitar

I can answer this for ya! first one lauren and james, second one ninja burke, third one...ummm...i have no idea, fourth one..lizzo.

OH SCORE!!! i got the first one right!!

lol. thanx em you rock *hug*

Symbiotic · 03-19-2005, 06:27 PM

hey lauren...just stopping in to say hi!....so hi.....

ekoside · 03-19-2005, 06:32 PM

wow lauren, james is hot. (im not gay for your info, i mean if girls can say other girls are hot, guys can too. yep) are you two anything yet or just still friends? either is still cool. me and sarah (w.) are all right. where are you at? i keep comin on and youre not here. grrrrrrrr.

Symbiotic · 03-19-2005, 06:40 PM

sweet sig ekoside!!....anyway....that's kinda unrelated...

ekoside · 03-20-2005, 11:21 AM

thanks......... yep. i know it is.

sabertooth181 · 03-20-2005, 01:26 PM

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wow...this is really long, but it's kinda reflective in a weird way. man...i write this in notepad and then copy and paste it back on cgr...then i end up reading this a trillion times over. but i was thinking...what if i just quit cgr? i was considering it, and all that. and what if i cut my hair? i was thinking of that too. and what if some kid in cpf is supposedly stealing the cgr family?!? you guys....you need to stop the insanity!! do it for me...put an end to it, if it exists, that is.

yeah i couldnt believe that madness in the cpf. i didnt do anything though.

i dont see any real reason to quit CGR. i mean, its not like your obsessed with it. its not bad. not in your case at least. unless you dont enjoy CGR, you may as well stick around. i would miss you if you left.

sorry for waiting a week to post, but i dont suppose it really matters

backupguitar · 03-20-2005, 02:46 PM

what is cpf? And lauren why are u going to quit? :-\. AnD wHeRe ArE yOu ItS sUnDaY!!!

backupguitar · 03-20-2005, 02:48 PM

quitting cgr w/o a real reason is a lauren thing to do really it is..