When you walk through the fire

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-26-2003, 04:28 PM

why did I do them
funny: It was truly hilarious, though on reflection the time I blew up the same friends fence may be the stupidest (I am truly surprised I don't have a criminal record)

serious: Depression, I was tired of abuse at the hands of parents and I prefered being too drunk to feel to realizing what life was like.

GrLBandBreakOut · 03-26-2003, 04:29 PM

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I have done lots of stupid things

me too.... and i've never heard of Bill S Preston, sorrrrry lol

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-26-2003, 04:32 PM

You really need to watch Bill and Ted's Excellent adventure. (especially if you remember 80's metal)

GrLBandBreakOut · 03-26-2003, 04:35 PM

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You really need to watch Bill and Ted's Excellent adventure. (especially if you remember 80's metal)

ahh thats just about before my time... I was born in 86..i barely remember that stuff lol

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-26-2003, 04:40 PM

its a hilarious movie nonetheless

GrLBandBreakOut · 03-26-2003, 04:43 PM

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its a hilarious movie nonetheless

i'lll check it out sometime

***Art*** · 03-27-2003, 02:18 AM

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Funny:
In Junior High me and a friend bought gulf war surplus gas masks, briefcases from the salvation army and some dry ice and went to the mall. We had the dry ice in the suitcases so they were smoking and we went and left them at random places in the mall. (does this need an explanation of why its stupid?) Security was too scared to approach us so we got away before the bomb squad got there

That is the most awesome thing I have ever heard. Ever. Ever. Wow. Awesome.

Chrissy - Rent that movie, like right now. If you have to walk to get it, walk. It doesn't matter. It should be criminal to not see that movie.

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-27-2003, 05:13 PM

well there was the time I blew up a guys fence, and another time I blew up a car. (When you are drunk is not a good time to figure out how to get rid of an old gremlin that they will not tow off.)

art, it says you are feelink snarky. Is that a reference to Lewis Caroll? If so how can I be sure you are not a boojum disguised as a snark?

***Art*** · 03-28-2003, 02:44 AM

Unfortunately, I know not what snarky is, which is why I chose it.

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-30-2003, 02:24 AM

question to any who read this.

Do you feel any purpose whatever to your life? Mine has seemed pointless, fruitless and grueling so far. its strange. Nothing seems to matter. Honestly, if I could feel love right now, then I would be content. If I could see beauty, then perhaps I could think on it. If I could do anything that somebody cared about, then I would be glad. But none of those are the case. I sit here between apathy and depression, lost in a daze of agony and numbness, but that is nothing new.

***Art*** · 03-30-2003, 04:38 AM

I feel and see no purpose to my life right now. I have before, though.

GrLBandBreakOut · 03-30-2003, 08:25 AM

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Originally posted by BillSPrestonEsq
question to any who read this.

Do you feel any purpose whatever to your life? Mine has seemed pointless, fruitless and grueling so far. its strange. Nothing seems to matter. Honestly, if I could feel love right now, then I would be content. If I could see beauty, then perhaps I could think on it. If I could do anything that somebody cared about, then I would be glad. But none of those are the case. I sit here between apathy and depression, lost in a daze of agony and numbness, but that is nothing new.

This is exactly how I feel...especially lately. Sometimes, I get like this so much, that I don't even want to feel love, because then I would be content, and being content means being happy usually, for me. And the only thing that comes from being happy, is the downfall back into this place.

Than · 03-30-2003, 12:55 PM

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Originally posted by BillSPrestonEsq
question to any who read this.

Do you feel any purpose whatever to your life? Mine has seemed pointless, fruitless and grueling so far. its strange. Nothing seems to matter. Honestly, if I could feel love right now, then I would be content. If I could see beauty, then perhaps I could think on it. If I could do anything that somebody cared about, then I would be glad. But none of those are the case. I sit here between apathy and depression, lost in a daze of agony and numbness, but that is nothing new.

Man, I can relate. I've sat and wondered the same things, and the only thing that I could up with is that God obviously has a plan and a meaning for my life, since He has called me into existence, and that He will reveal that plan in His own good time since He is sovereign. Other than that, my life feels like it's superficial, or gilded. I'll pray for you, man.

***BillSPrestonEsq*** · 03-30-2003, 01:10 PM

Ive wondered that for years. Over spring break a lot of crap hit the fan and well everything I believed was a lie. I just wonder what is real sometimes, and while I know certain things are true, everything feels weird and disconnected.

GrLBandBreakOut · 03-30-2003, 01:39 PM

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Ive wondered that for years. Over spring break a lot of crap hit the fan and well everything I believed was a lie. I just wonder what is real sometimes, and while I know certain things are true, everything feels weird and disconnected.

that sucks. i hope stuff gets better. i'm here if u need to talk to someone, i guess, even though whenever somebody says that to another person, the other person never takes them up on the offer, because if they wanted to talk about it, they would. but...incase you're one of those rare people that do want to talk about it, i'm here.