Well I guess I just need to write some thing down to clean my head and mind. So here I go.........
A very good friend of mine passed away yesterday morning it a really bad accident (and this is coming from a firefighter). See my prayer request post for more information:
http://www.christianguitar.org/forum...d.php?t=145049
Bob was an amazing guy. He has been a truck driver and firefighter his whole life. He came to know the Lord about 4 years ago and I met him right after coming to the Lord. His marriage was a mess. He wife was not talking to him at all, and had moved the whole family away. His children, all grown, had stopped talking to him completely. All he had was the Lord.
For the last 2 years every week when I pray with him he would beg the Lord to bring his family to Christ even if meant him loosing his life. Last week he prayed the something as always and said that any harm to him would be worth the price of their souls.
Wow, it just shocking to me to see God's plan and Bob's answer to prayer unfold. I have not had a chance to speak to him family and have no idea how the are handling all of this. But I have faith that God is going to use this for His glory.
Related to his it is hard for me to handle all of this right now. Meaning the shock factor. My fire company was dispatched for what is called a cover-up assignment. It means another company is committed long term on call and your unit moves to their station to cover any additional calls they may have.
Well, yesterday morning I ran on the cover-up for the fire company that was handling Bob's accident. I listened to the whole thing on the radio, we even went to the scene to help clean up everything. From a firefighter point a view it was one of the worst accidents I have ever come across. 2 18-wheelers hit head on.
It breaks my heart this morning to realize that it was Bob that was driving the once truck. I had to idea! I guess it was God's grace however because I was able to finish my job. If I knew I would have been a mess on scene. But it's hard, from a rescue workers stand point, to handle know that I was right there and I know exactly how bad it was.
But God's grace and mercy are good. He works for the good of those that love him!
~3e3c3e