i had a great quiet time with the Lord this afternoon

well that always happens... not surprising anymore... i usually do my quiet time after my bath, so i feel refreshed and awake hehehe
well this afternoon the text was about God revealing Himself to Moses and how the Lord reveals Himself to His servants according to the purpose and need of the person at that moment... and Moses needed to learn and know that God Almighty is the Lord... it's in Exodus 6:2-3 i think

sorry me is always forgetful... it's those anesthesia i had
and in response to that... i looked back on my life... especially that time when i had backslide... it was the most difficult moment of my life spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally and psychologically... to put it plain i was in the pit
it's great to know that your knowledge of the Lord grows by the day and you don't even notice... it's only when you look back and see how far you've come in your journey with Him that you know.
i was 22 when it all happened... prior to that i was very popular, i'm well liked, i have friends all over the place, i had a great job... but i was also very rebellious to the Lord, i was smoking and drinking and you'll always find me in bars... singing songs that migoodness i will never sing again... lol
then God's words proved true... know that verse where it says God disciplines whom He loves?? well that happened to me... and oh boy... was i ever disciplined... hehe
God removed everything i hold dear one by one... God removed my friends, my job and everything i have pride on... and He made me realize that it's always been Him, that He's always been there... waiting for me to lay down my pride and come back to Him... of course there were consequences to what i was doing at that time... i had to be hospitalized and operated on because my doctor found out i had a tumor in my right lung.... and there goes my discipline from the Lord... maybe when i have time i'll tell you all about it... but right now.. i have to go