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maux · 05-22-2005, 11:48 PM

Wow. Wow, oh, wow...

This is weird.

He just told me last night that he likes me... I had no idea how to react... Okay. I lived through that.

Today, we were hanging out, doing our driving and photography thing... He packed a freaking picnic lunch with like expensive cheese and crackers and whatnot. And then he was talking about how he was reverting back to his 13-year-old, shy, introverted self because of me... And... He was playing with my bracelet, and then he just... Held my hand. Whoa. Not expecting that. He'd seemed terrified to touch me. Then, he did it again later today. Then, tonight, when I was dropping him off, I gave him a hug, and he freaking tried to kiss me... And then ended up just kissing me on the cheek, because I turned a bit.

This is really freaking me out. Haha. I don't know how to react. He's so sweet. He pays for everything. He's really an awesome person. I'm just so not used to people being this nice, and liking me this much! I don't know what to do! I don't want to hurt him in any way, and I can't decide whether I'm indecisive about liking him because I'm just shellshocked or because I might not actually really like him...

It's overwhelming.

PRAYER!!!

maux · 05-23-2005, 01:10 AM

Here are some of the best pictures from today. There are a few more [here]. They're mostly from a small flower shop of sorts, and an abandoned building in Kinston.

(Eric took this one.

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Carly. · 05-23-2005, 06:36 AM

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Originally Posted by maux

Wow. Wow, oh, wow...

This is weird.

He just told me last night that he likes me... I had no idea how to react... Okay. I lived through that.

Today, we were hanging out, doing our driving and photography thing... He packed a freaking picnic lunch with like expensive cheese and crackers and whatnot. And then he was talking about how he was reverting back to his 13-year-old, shy, introverted self because of me... And... He was playing with my bracelet, and then he just... Held my hand. Whoa. Not expecting that. He'd seemed terrified to touch me. Then, he did it again later today. Then, tonight, when I was dropping him off, I gave him a hug, and he freaking tried to kiss me... And then ended up just kissing me on the cheek, because I turned a bit.

This is really freaking me out. Haha. I don't know how to react. He's so sweet. He pays for everything. He's really an awesome person. I'm just so not used to people being this nice, and liking me this much! I don't know what to do! I don't want to hurt him in any way, and I can't decide whether I'm indecisive about liking him because I'm just shellshocked or because I might not actually really like him...

It's overwhelming.

PRAYER!!!

PRAYING!!!

Sarah_13 · 05-23-2005, 11:17 AM

In my prayers dear...see you sometime this week. Flying home today.

maux · 05-23-2005, 10:49 PM

Okay. I tried a little self-therapy of sorts today...

First off, I convinced myself that it was okay to not like Eric. That calmed me down so much. It was awesome.

Then, later this evening, I started entertaining the thought of liking him again. My nerves kind of got in a bit of a tizzy, but... I'm just trying to take this part slowly. I'm more likely to like him now than I was this morning, though.

And, this evening, I informed him that I am not a touchy person, that I've never even made out with a guy, and that I'm going to have to take it extremely slow. Ha. He said, "Awwww... That's so cute!" And then he went on to say that he guessed he could take "taking it slow" slowly, and mentioned that it was a darn good thing that he wasn't merely interested because he wanted to have sex with me. I agreed.

So, yeah. Things are going alright. Still weird, but alright.

Thanks for your prayers. They're always appreciated.

Sarah: I hope your flight was a good one.

Maybe you'll want to go with Eric and me to pick up Myriah on Thursday night? If not, we can just hang out sometime next week.

Sarah_13 · 05-24-2005, 08:07 AM

I'm glad you've been able to sort things out a little bit.

I'd love to come with you guys thursday...as long as it wouldn't be too late of a night. Even so I don't think it matters. I'll call you about it later on. <3

maux · 05-24-2005, 11:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Sarah_13

I'm glad you've been able to sort things out a little bit.

I'd love to come with you guys thursday...as long as it wouldn't be too late of a night. Even so I don't think it matters. I'll call you about it later on. <3

Okay... It actually will be kind of late... Her plane doesn't come in until 9:39pm...

Sarah_13 · 05-24-2005, 03:44 PM

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Originally Posted by maux

Okay... It actually will be kind of late... Her plane doesn't come in until 9:39pm...

Ahh alrighty. That should be okay though..I asked mom and she doesn't seem to mind. So I'll guess we'll see.

maux · 05-24-2005, 11:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Sarah_13

Ahh alrighty. That should be okay though..I asked mom and she doesn't seem to mind. So I'll guess we'll see.

Hrm... I don't think we'll be getting back until pretty late... Probably not until around 1 or 2. Make sure she knows that.

**Mr.Zachcore** · 05-24-2005, 11:42 PM

2 AM is late? hahaha.

It soudns like things are going pretty well for you, Miss Mo. I am very happy about that. may such things continue.

Sarah_13 · 05-25-2005, 12:31 PM

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Originally Posted by maux

Hrm... I don't think we'll be getting back until pretty late... Probably not until around 1 or 2. Make sure she knows that.

Ahh well maybe it won't work then. OH! Rachel's been trying to get in touch with us. She's coming in town this weekend for a day or so on the way to FLOW. Is your home number the same? Give me a call if it has or something.

maux · 05-27-2005, 11:39 AM

Argh. Things have not really been going that well... I mean... They are... But... Geez. This guy really likes me, and I'm pretty firmly decided now that I just do not like him. Not just because he likes me, but because we're fairly incompatible. But he's under the impression that I like him, and I don't know how to convince him otherwise. I've always sucked at telling people that I don't like them, and this is worse, because he really likes me.

Crap on this.

I just want to be friends!

**Mr.Zachcore** · 05-27-2005, 01:33 PM

let him know.

maux · 05-31-2005, 11:36 PM

Okay. So. I'm around. And stuff.

Sunday is going to be great.

Eric, Mike, and I were sitting around outside of Beans talking about landscaping, when Mike mentioned that he wishes that there were pipes sticking out of the ground like on the Mario Brothers games. I told him that I know where one is.

So we're driving back to Kinston, and on Sunday, Eric and Mike are going to get some green and red suspenders, and jump off of the tops of this pipe and its brother, and I am going to take a picture from a slight distance.

Rock? Rock.

And then, Sunday night, we're going to have a Zombie-thon, where we will watch all of the zombie movies that I haven't seen.

Good times.

Danny · 06-01-2005, 08:32 PM

That...is...pure awesome. Rock indeed.