[fallenvictim]

Welcome to my journal

I've been doing some thinking the last 24 hours, since I signed up here, at CGR.
Am I going to write a journal, weekly, or going to write one, at all? I didn't know for sure.
But now I'm going to do it. So, prepare yourself, cuz' ... I'm not a normal person.

Just so you know a little about me, my name is Kasper Rasmussen, and I'm 16 years old.
I live in Denmark, and I play drums. My sister-in-laws brother and I, are the Fallen Victims.
I mean, that's what we call our band. We started to play few years ago, and during the last year,
we've been writing our own metallic songs, of course.

I'm in a very busy time of my life in school... I have 4 exams ahead of me. The first one, is the 10th, and the last is the 23rd.
Sometimes I'm nervous when I'm thinking about it, sometimes, I'm not at all. Right now, I feel very calm, with my mind thinking of what to write.

The 27th, I'm taking two weeks off, in Italy with my family, and sister-in-law. It's going to be great!
The next school year, I'm going to 10th class, on another school, to experience life, in different ways, than I am now.

I'm glad I found this forum, and I count this as a great possibility to share things in my head, with other christians. You guys are great!

Look forward to read my next journal entry, at next sunday.

God bless you,

[fflscw]

hello fallenvictim! this is exciting, as you have a journal right above mine i look forward to reading your next entry!

[fenderguy962]

JOURNAL!!!!!! I LOVE JOURNALS!!!!!!!

Second to post here.

[fallenvictim]

Hi guys! I'm glad you are.
I was wondering if anyone was going to read my journal,
so I'm really glad you guys are. Looking forward to post the next entry, with HOT details, about my life.

[fflscw]

hot details hold my attention nicely . notice that we are all fellow F's, and i find that cool.

[fallenvictim]

wow, I didn't even notice that?
that's cool! But no more posts until my next entry - understood?

[CHRISTISLORD200]

Um mind if I post here even though we aren't supposed to until your next entry? Too bad, cause I am going to anyways So I just thought I would let you know that I will be reading your journal as well, although I am not an "F" lol. (If you would read mine too, that would be awesome )

[6strings21frets]

I am not an "F" either I am a "6".

Hi fallenvictim. How's it going?

[fallenvictim]

I'm good. I'll post my next entry tomorrow.
glad you've read my journal, and I hope you're ready for some more stuff.
I've had a very great week, and lots of things happend to me.
If you want to find out what, read my next entry.

[musaclover]

I will check it out tomorrow!

[CHRISTISLORD200]

*cough* I don't see anything *cough* you said that you were gonna post in your journal again today *cough* but there is nothing there *cough*

[6strings21frets]

Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I'm good. I'll post my next entry tomorrow.
glad you've read my journal, and I hope you're ready for some more stuff.
I've had a very great week, and lots of things happend to me.
If you want to find out what, read my next entry.

Sounds good. You should check out my journal some time.

[fallenvictim]

Hi everyone!

Sorry for not posting my entry yesterday, I was to busy preparing my exam. (bad exuse, I know it)
But I just came home from my english exam, and it went very well, so I want to thank all of you
who've been praying for me, and my nerves. I got "12", which is an "A+" in the US.
Although I've had head- and stomachache the last 2 days.
This has been a very exciting week for me, because lots of things happend, and lots of things are finally over.
Yesterday I played drums in the church, and it also went very well. I only have one more sunday, before I'm going to Italy, so I'm going to enjoy the next sunday's worship since it'll be the last for a year.
Each tuesday I'm with a youth group named "BOB" (in english, Bible & Prayers). It's amazing to have relations to others christians, who I can talk freely to about my faith and what's going on in my life, without they're judging me. One of my friends, Tommy is a very fantastic person.
In the easter holiday, we (BOB) went to London and Constanta (Romania), for the entire holiday.
It was a very amazing experience, mentally and spiritually. (well, enough about that. )

I spent almost all last week preparing my exams, and they're finally over. I only have 2 more.
German, and physics. Luckily, my life aren't depending on these exams, even though it went well so far!
I've also been playing a lot of drums, since it's my passion. I love drums. I love music. I love Christ.
I don't see a reason to worry about our lives, put them and your burdens on Christ. It's a relief to me, that I have a friend like Jesus. Someone I can talk to no matter what (for free)
I also realized that right now, I'm in a period of my life, where I have to make decissions. Friends, music, school and all that. The majority of people in my class, aren't Christians, and they admit it.
I've prayed for, that if they wanted to meet Christ, I wanted him (Jesus) to know, that if I was given any signs, I would talk to that specific person about him. I feel that, where I am, I have the possibility to tell people about Christ, and to reveal him to them.
I'm thinking about my ex-girlfriend .. we were together for almost 2½ years, and suddenly I couldn't take it anymore. She expected more from me, than I could give her, and it literally "pissed" her off. My family and teacher "Daniel" knew, that we weren't meant to be, but I couldn't realize it. I let myself get hurt, because of a girls needs. I learnt a lot from our relationship, but I'm glad it's over. I also feel now, that she blocked the door to Christ, the whole time we were together. We don't talk with eachother anymore. We've went each our way, and hapilly I am, to be on the road towards Christ.
One day in chuch, she told me (I don't know why, because we haven't been talking for months) that she decided that she wouldn't go to church anymore.
And of course, I asked her why. I was broken inside, when she told me, that Christianity and relationship with God demanded more of her than she could offer. She didn't wanted to feel bounded to something, with all these rules. She wanted "freedom".
I told her that it was exactly the opposite of Christianity, because, there are no rules in Christianity. God hasn't made us any rules, THAT WE MUST FOLLOW to be a "pure" Christian.
He gave us the 10 commandments, and if we live our lifes with Christ, we want to follow them as well. That's the way I see it.
It stunned me, because I knew inside at that moment, she won't turn her life to God. But I still keep praying for her, eventhough I don't talk to her, and that I know have another girlfriend.
My girlfriend's name is Sarah. She's also a christian, and I love her very much.
As in all relationships between people, we've also had some discussions....
We're having a good time together, and I can open up for her, if I'm sad about something, or if I'm having trouble with my brothers, or parents. Since the moment we entered our relationship, I just knew, and felt, and nothing is going to seperate us. And nothing have.

Right now, I'm thinking about my German exam the day after tomorrow.
But I'm convinced, that it's going to be alright.

I'm also very thankful for, that I found this site. It's a strenght to me, that I can talk about my faith in Christ, with other Christians. CGR kicks Facebook in its A**.


God bless all of you!!

[fallenvictim]

thanks to the ones who have read, or is going to read my last, long entry!
I'm reading my german curriculum, daß ist langweilich.
I have to prepare a 5 minutes speech for my exam, so I'm goign to talk about "Christianity and Metal", "Danish metal festivals" and "the worlds stereotypes of christian metal bands, and music.

It's going to be awesome, dude!!

[JerRocks2day]

Heylo there.

My, that's a long post bro.

So, r u anticipating any TDWP or Chariot concerts? I'm gona try to see TDWP twice, Vans Warped and RevGen. It's gna be great.