[Major Tom]

Originally Posted by Kentl

i will talk to my mom about anyhting like that (she is more open minded)

I'm serious about the offer. I'm pretty decent at setting up and repairing guitars.

The suicide - it is not your fault. It is common for those left behind to feel guilty. My wife has had several suicides in her immediate family - her mother when she was around 15 years old, on mother's day, her father 3 or 4 years later, her maternal grandmother, and a half brother just a few months ago.