The life of Me (wanna find out who "Me" is? then read this journal!)

**6strings21frets** · 06-15-2009, 01:56 AM

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Originally Posted by fenderguy962

I read it all.

O rly?

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Originally Posted by CHRISTISLORD200

Ok well if you really DID read it all then you must know how my life is....... I have more drama going on right now than I have had going on in my entire life.......

That doesn't sound good.

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Originally Posted by CHRISTISLORD200

Oh and Liam, you can call me Jon or Jonathan, idc which.

Ok cool. I'll call you Jon since that's easier to type.

So what's been happening?

fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 06:04 AM

Hi Jonathan!

It seems like a lot of things is running through your mind, at the moment.
I read your very long entry, and your conversation with Colin.

I'm a little worried about your situation with Elly, and Kevin.
I know it's not easy to let things happen, you just know won't turn into something good.

I'm glad I'm having the opportunity to let you know.
Btw, I also read the song you wrote for Elly's salvation, and it's great.
Record it sometime, and when it's done, let me be the first one to know!

I'll keep Elly, and you, of course, in my prayers.
Just slow down a little. I'm not saying it because I think it's wrong, but .. you're 14, Jon.
I entered my relationship with my now ex-girlfriend, when I was 13 ..

I just want you to know, maybe even it's a bit contradictive, that there's a true one love waiting for you.
Maybe you already know, or maybe you don't. I can't really say that.

Take care of yourself, Jon.
God bless you, and your family!

Kasper.

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 09:04 AM

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Hi Jonathan!

Hey Kasper!

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

It seems like a lot of things is running through your mind, at the moment.
I read your very long entry, and your conversation with Colin.

Haha I was wondering how many people actually read the conversation with Colin...... my mind was still kind of in a different mode when I posted that......

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I'm a little worried about your situation with Elly, and Kevin.
I know it's not easy to let things happen, you just know won't turn into something good.

No, it's not easy at all. (It's been extremely difficult and without God's help would be impossible for me to send Kevin a message through facebook telling him to leave Elly alone and get a life. Fortunately, I promised Elly that I wouldn't.)
Elly said that if (when) she and Kevin beak up again (unfortunately, it is that close to being a fact that they will be dating soon.) that she would not be hurt like she was before, but I am pretty sure that she would have to really like him to go out with him again and that she will be hurt when they break up.....

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I'm glad I'm having the opportunity to let you know.
Btw, I also read the song you wrote for Elly's salvation, and it's great.
Record it sometime, and when it's done, let me be the first one to know!

Haha yes, as soon as I have a recording of it I will let you know.

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I'll keep Elly, and you, of course, in my prayers.

Thank you so much Kasper! It means a lot to me to have people praying for Elly. Oh and for me

but I really appreciate the prayers for Elly even more. She doesn't have a whole lot of Christian people in her life that she comes into daily contact with and she really needs prayer more than I do. So, thank you.

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Just slow down a little. I'm not saying it because I think it's wrong, but .. you're 14, Jon.
I entered my relationship with my now ex-girlfriend, when I was 13...

......I try to slow down and, although it usually takes a few days, I do eventually reach a point where my life is "slowed down." But it seems like every time that I get my life slowed down, something happens to "speed it up" again...... like I had just slowed down when I had that whole conversation with Colin the other day, that sped it up again. Then I got my life slowed down by yesterday, and Elly posted something on facebook saying that she hit her head again and now I don't know if she is OK or not. Her head is very delicate because of the cheer leading accident she had a few years back. Also, although it is hard, I have been able to, with God's help of course, refrain from telling Elly my feelings with her (not including when I did it shortly after I first met her) and getting into an unwanted relationship. I believe that, again, with God's help, I will be able to continue to refrain from getting into a romantic relationship with her until I am older in 1 or 2 years (I just turned 15, so when I am 16 or 17).

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I just want you to know, maybe even it's a bit contradictive, that there's a true one love waiting for you.
Maybe you already know, or maybe you don't. I can't really say that.

Believe it or not, I truly believe with all of my being that Elly and I will someday be bf/gf (and, someday, hopefully even more than that)IF I wait for the right time. All of my friends from church (The twins I have referred to previously in this journal, Lauren and Rob) would be able to tell you if given the opportunity that I am "kinda stubborn" on that area. It is just what I really believe.

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Take care of yourself, Jon.
God bless you, and your family!

Kasper.

God bless you too Kasper!

fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 09:25 AM

I'm sorry for comparing myself to you because of age, when you just turned 15.

I'm looking forward to read your next entries!
You are a strong and confident young man, Jon.

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 10:34 AM

No problem. I neglected to post it in my journal so I couldn't have expect you to know, it's all good Kasper

thanks Kasper. Haha yes, I am looking forward to posting my next entries..... hopefully they will be good news, not bad!

fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 11:30 AM

Well, at least some of if might turn out to be good..

let's see in a few days

maeroxursox · 06-15-2009, 11:56 AM

Ehmagosh...when did you get a journal

boy, have i been out of touch with things lol

ANYWHO how's life for ya? Whatcha up to?

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 12:04 PM

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Well, at least some of if might turn out to be good..

let's see in a few days

Yeah, hopefully!

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 12:08 PM

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Originally Posted by maeroxursox

Ehmagosh...when did you get a journal

boy, have i been out of touch with things lol

ANYWHO how's life for ya? Whatcha up to?

Haha dont worry about it Caite lol it's all good

Well other than the fact that I just found out last night that Elly hit her head again and i have no idea if she is ok, not much..... just school. I went swimming yesterday and that was fun lol. I sunbathed for like an hour (half hour before swimming and half hour after. (dont worry, i put sunscreen on

) and i am starting to get a pretty good tan since i dont burn lol.

fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 12:08 PM

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Originally Posted by maeroxursox

Ehmagosh...when did you get a journal

boy, have i been out of touch with things lol

ANYWHO how's life for ya? Whatcha up to?

Read his last entries .. that might fresh up your memory a little ?

fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 12:09 PM

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Originally Posted by CHRISTISLORD200

Yeah, hopefully!

I'm looking forward to get some more information, kiddo.

maeroxursox · 06-15-2009, 12:11 PM

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Originally Posted by CHRISTISLORD200

Haha dont worry about it Caite lol it's all good

Well other than the fact that I just found out last night that Elly hit her head again and i have no idea if she is ok, not much..... just school. I went swimming yesterday and that was fun lol. I sunbathed for like an hour (half hour before swimming and half hour after. (dont worry, i put sunscreen on

) and i am starting to get a pretty good tan since i dont burn lol.

oh that's not good that Elly hit her head

i hope she's okay! ah *twitch* hmph.

why don't you burn???? ugh soooo unfair!

lol but whatevs! So how did you find out that elly hit her head again?

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Read his last entries .. that might fresh up your memory a little ?

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 12:12 PM

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

I'm looking forward to get some more information, kiddo.

Ok. I will be sure to post any more developments here ASAP (after they happen of course

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fallenvictim · 06-15-2009, 12:15 PM

Yeah .. please not before they do happen .. then something's wrong.

CHRISTISLORD200 · 06-15-2009, 12:25 PM

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Originally Posted by maeroxursox

oh that's not good that Elly hit her head

Yeah, no kidding

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Originally Posted by maeroxursox

i hope she's okay! ah *twitch* hmph.

why don't you burn???? ugh soooo unfair!

lol but whatevs!

haha idk. I am just sunburn-resistant I guess

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Originally Posted by maeroxursox

So how did you find out that elly hit her head again?

facebook...... she put it up as her stat. She said that she hit her head AGAIN and that she was studying. I think that because she said that she is studying that she is ok, but idk. Last time she hit her head she didn't really start getting a bad head ache until the next day.........

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Originally Posted by fallenvictim

Yeah .. please not before they do happen .. then something's wrong.

Hahaha, yeah. That would be a little weird. Just a little