[StellarFreak]

"Letters"

"If I could write a letter...
Id write how much I love you
And how happy you make me feel
And all the stuff id get you
even if it wasnt real
I want to hold you forever
or at least until the end...
and if you are ever sad
I will ALWAYS be your friend
I want to make you laugh
and hold you when you cry
and cuddle on the couch
and be there for ev'ry smile and sigh
i would be by your side
for worse and for better
these are the things i would write
If i knew how to write a letter "

[StellarFreak]

"unhealthy obsession"

"I see you with your friends
We'll be at the theater
Watching you 'till it ends
And its time to leave here
I stay in the background
I take in your ev'ry move
My thoughts go round and round
Im scared to make your move
But I cant get over you
Its all stuck in my head
cant stop thinking of you
While I lay here in bed"

[StellarFreak]

"Raped"

"How could he have been so loveless
To do this to her, its senseless
The cuts on her wrists and ankles
The shame waighs on her like shackles
She remembers the smell, the sweat
Before he thru her on the ground, wet
The adrenaling still pumping
Up is down, her eyes adjusting
He raped her and left her in an alley
He was on top while she screamed why me
Laying in the rain, she cant stop shaking
So she lets loose and starts crying"

[StellarFreak]

"another apethetic day"

"Im laying here
With a blank piece of paper
My mind is blank
My hearts not touching paper
Chest feels hollow
Im apathetic at best
My body drained
Feeling bored and the rest
Sometimes I think
But that doesnt happen much
Make a buck here
Spend it on junk and such
Hurt a friend there
They'll forgive me anyway
Mere apathy
This is my life by the way"

[StellarFreak]

"should i say i love you"

"I dont know what to say
Should I say I love you
Is there more I should say
Or try to discribe you

All the guys hang with you
They think your hot and cool
Im to shy to tell you
Im waiting by the pool

One time I talked to you
You asked do you like me
To scared to say I do
You leave not so happy

Someday I will tell you
And you will be surprised
And in this thing called life
I hope youll be my prize"

[StellarFreak]

"do you remember"

"Do you remember
Back in November
When you first met her
And how you loved her
Things you do for her
And for no other
Sometimes youd ponder
Things you would get her
You met her mother
You met her father
You met her sisters
And only brother
With love came laughter
You now live for her
Youd die without her
Because you love her"

[StellarFreak]

"my friend you mean the world to me"

"Please dont go away
I know you dont mean what you say
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont leave this way
I just want you to be ok
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont cry this way
Because I dont know what to say
Except you mean the world to me
Its so hard this way
But I will hold you just the same
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont talk this way
Say what you mean, mean what you say
My friend you mean the world to me
Please lets not part ways
Cuz I think we're about the same
Because you mean the world to me
Its hard just to say
Or believe I love you this way
Believe you mean the world to me
I love you ok
So please can we just stay this way
My friend you mean to world to me"

[StellarFreak]

"Her name november"

"She married a drunk
Who beats her at dusk
Her memiors in a trunk
Feels shes run out of luck

Her name November
Hair down to her back
He died in october
Of a bad heart attack

And Shes now homeless
She begs in the town
Shes feeling so helpless
And just feels so letdown

She dreams of heaven
And She lives in hell
Shes got no more money
And She knows this so well

She thinks about life
Before he was drunk
With the beatings at night
And memiors in the trunk

Her mother makes pie
Her father writes jokes
And She now wonders why
Is this life such a joke

Her mother shows up
With something to say
Today is her birthday
And She died the same day

The mother cries tears
Her daughter now gone
She had missed her for years
And her babies now gone"

[StellarFreak]

"a tale of love and mountain dew"

"I was sitting alone, with my Mountain Dew
When all of a sudden, I thought of you

I just logged it away, thought "thats sissy stuff"
But despite my effort, it wasnt enough

I cant stop from thinking, will I see You today
But I stare at a log, most every day

Cause Im scared to death, of letting you know
That I really love you, Baby, Id know

So watch me waste away, with my Mountain Dew
Cause Baby I just cant, stop thinking of you

I cant stop from thinking, will I see you today
So I'll go for a jog, most every day

If by chance we should meet, on top of a hill
I'd give you my sweater, guard from the chill

If by some miracle, I might make you smile
I'd feel light as a tin, and run for miles

I cant stop from thinking, will i see you today
And I'll say I love you, yes, every day"

[Gods*Armygirl]

Originally Posted by StellarFreak

"my friend you mean the world to me"

"Please dont go away
I know you dont mean what you say
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont leave this way
I just want you to be ok
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont cry this way
Because I dont know what to say
Except you mean the world to me
Its so hard this way
But I will hold you just the same
Because you mean the world to me
Please dont talk this way
Say what you mean, mean what you say
My friend you mean the world to me
Please lets not part ways
Cuz I think we're about the same
Because you mean the world to me
Its hard just to say
Or believe I love you this way
Believe you mean the world to me
I love you ok
So please can we just stay this way
My friend you mean to world to me"

I like this one.

[StellarFreak]

thank you.

[StellarFreak]

"If"

im lookin back
at the good times we shared
but like clockwork
it ended like i feared
i was afraid to care
i was afraid to be
i wasted the time
for that im sorry
its my mistake
that continues to hurt me
if i could change
i hope youd be with me

[StellarFreak]

"thoughtlife"

the sun goes down again
another lonely day
this is where my thoughtlife takes over
contemplating all i threw away

what are we besides broken souls
hoping for a better way
we find nothing but rumars
cuz people have so much to say

everyones lookin for attention
in some form or other
then theres the ones with broken hopes
who dont even seem to bother

the moon light creeps thru the rafters
illuminating me laying in bed
just another one of those hopefuls
im tired of this life, enough said

[StellarFreak]

"another dream is lost"

people who are alone, and a friendship is lost
one without a friend in need, and one more heart is done
they've giv'en up on hope, another dream is lost
one mistreated soul, died without ever having begun
one heart is broken, is now fallen in the frost
one person misunderstood, and now they talk to no one
one person just wasnt allowed, and had their dreams tossed
a funeral is taking place, cause one more heart is done

[Preacher Corey]

amazing awesome poem