[Kentl]

how maney things can i have wrong with me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Maybe stop thinking about the aspects of your life and yourself that you don't like and focus on the good things. There's something good in everyone! Find that in you and focus on that.

[Kentl]

what good do i have?


in till two years ago i was a buly and did not care about nay one i have
so maney things wrong with me i cant control my life i cant do what i want to

i cant focus on good becuse all i do is play gutair in front og my computer all day
for two years and i can only play one song
i cant go back to scholl with out going to a hopsetl for trobled teens
and i mean what can i do?
i cant do anything that invovles talking cuse you cant unerstand me
there is not good i cant do anything i want to do that is not fair

[JesusFrEaK0077]

There's got to be something good in your life.. comon. everyone's got something. Think hard.

[Kentl]

i dont know
i have 0
freinds out of chuch i dont go anywere but church i stay home all day in my room
i am verey shy so when we do get new pepeol at the chuch i still dont make freinds and
i dont like to do stuff like play foot ball
i love to write and draw but i suck at that becuse of my porblems
i love to writ pomes songs and music that is all i do
and i mean i am 14 and i ahve only had like 10 freind my whole life and that is thanks to my older brother
i go to a threpeyst for my socal probelms evrey other monday

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Step outside of the comfort zone you have. You'll make friends. and people will understand anything that you have. If you just try, you have to put effort into this too. but I'm sure you'll make more friends. And don't put yourself down so much!

[Kentl]

i live in the countrey so it iwll be hard and i mean how do i make freinds no one talks with me ebcuse they cant unerstand me so they just inore me
i mean can you imagine this whold you be freind with a 14 kid who one day will be nice next day scream at you?
you cant understand him
cant read his writing?

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Originally Posted by Kentl

i live in the countrey so it iwll be hard and i mean how do i make freinds no one talks with me ebcuse they cant unerstand me so they just inore me
i mean can you imagine this whold you be freind with a 14 kid who one day will be nice next day scream at you?
you cant understand him
cant read his writing?

go to different places. For 8 years I lived in the middle of nowhere and still found ways to do things.
And yes, I would be a friend with someone like that. I am, with someone who I think it worse than you would be. So I would be, and there are other people in the world that are too. And I can read your typing just fine.

[Kentl]

i cant my mom is a nurse she works days
and the one car we have is made in 91


and if pepeol are freind switht hem i dont know any around here

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Originally Posted by Kentl

i cant my mom is a nurse she works days
and the one car we have is made in 91


and if pepeol are freind switht hem i dont know any around here

you can't do anything with your mom on the weekends or anything? That'll give you a chance to be around kids your age?
Doesn't matter what year your car is. As long as it runs, it's fine!
I'm sure there are some.

[Kentl]

my mom is off evrey other weekend
and on satudays she is to tired sundays we go to chuch
plus our car has broken down so maney times it is not fuuney
we cant afored to go anywere


we have land lords that lets us live here
for almsot nothing
we are like family
and plus my dad has a bad heart so we cant do to much for to long
and to top it all off a lot of the places around here have gangs in them i got in to that stuff once do not want to aging

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Originally Posted by Kentl

my mom is off evrey other weekend
and on satudays she is to tired sundays we go to chuch
plus our car has broken down so maney times it is not fuuney
we cant afored to go anywere


we have land lords that lets us live here
for almsot nothing
we are like family
and plus my dad has a bad heart so we cant do to much for to long
and to top it all off a lot of the places around here have gangs in them i got in to that stuff once do not want to aging

Isn't there people at church you can introduce yourself to? there's got to be someone that you don't know there yet.

[Kentl]

no we nly have 60 pepeol there i know them all we all are family

[JesusFrEaK0077]

Originally Posted by Kentl

no we nly have 60 pepeol there i know them all we all are family

Then people at your church should be accepting of you. Why can't you make friends with them. Church family should be accepting of you regardless.

[Kentl]

there yes but there are only 8k kids or so
and most of them are over 50