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hmm... let's see, you want to know about me??




well then, here are a few random things about yours truly...



1. i have absolutely no regrets.


2. i am not afraid of love.


3. i am a "blood-bought, born-again, saved, child of G.O.D."


-memorable quote of the former pastor jimmie smithee.


p.s. yes, this means i am a c.h.r.i.s.t.i.a.n.


if you don't like it,... get over it. you're not going to change me. sorry.


4. i am nineteen years old and i still sleep with my teddy bear mr. bear!! [ i ♥ him.]


5. i am a proud A.R.M.Y. girlfriend.


[mmhm...my hero wears combat boots and dog tags.]


6. my life ambition is to see my dad get saved. and to become a proverbs 31 woman.


and finally,... 7. whether she believes it or not, my mother is my number one H.E.R.O.


♥ love always.


holly ann.

p.s. if you have any more questions, feel free to private message me. or email me. i have aim too.

ohh p.p.s. i don't know how many people are here who were here back in the day,
when i used to come here before . . . but if anyone is still out there, this is holly.

[4of5Rocker]

That's quite a first post.
Mine was boring.
How are you doin'?

[mellow_yellow]

Hello Holly! Nice first post! I'm Tiffanie, and I'm 17. Do you play any instruments?

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Originally Posted by 4of5Rocker

That's quite a first post.
Mine was boring.
How are you doin'?

::giggles:: if you were to have seen the bottom of the post,

i am not exactly new here.

i practically lived on cgr back a few years ago, ell-ohh-ell.

my original first post, back in like ::thinks:: uhm, 2005??? was boring too, don't worry.

butttt yeah, i'm good. a day off from both of my jobs!!

whoo-hoo!! ::does a little dance::

pretty much rocks.

Originally Posted by mellow_yellow

Hello Holly! Nice first post! I'm Tiffanie, and I'm 17. Do you play any instruments?

hello, hello tiffanie.

i am nineteen, and yes, i play the guitar.

i've been playing since i was fifteen.

i actually started coming to cgr back then, to get tips and such.

then i became addicted. blahh.

it happens to the best of us, i suppose . . .

then i went on a "i do not need the internet er uhm mainly c.g.r. to have a social life" thingy.

yeahh uhm, did not work. haha. yupp. i'm back. ohh yes.

that's all i have to say for now . . .

. . . or is it!?

♥ love always.

[mellow_yellow]

Originally Posted by [red]

hello, hello tiffanie.

i am nineteen, and yes, i play the guitar.

i've been playing since i was fifteen.

i actually started coming to cgr back then, to get tips and such.

then i became addicted. blahh.

it happens to the best of us, i suppose . . .

then i went on a "i do not need the internet er uhm mainly c.g.r. to have a social life" thingy.

yeahh uhm, did not work. haha. yupp. i'm back. ohh yes.

that's all i have to say for now . . .

. . . or is it!?

♥ love always.

That's cool. I've been playing since I was 13 I think.

I started coming on, not even registered, to get guitar tabs...but, then...alas...I registered and became addicted also... I don't regret it, though. It's fun. Is the guitar the only instrument you play?

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Originally Posted by mellow_yellow

That's cool. I've been playing since I was 13 I think.

I started coming on, not even registered, to get guitar tabs...but, then...alas...I registered and became addicted also... I don't regret it, though. It's fun. Is the guitar the only instrument you play?

that's pretty sweet. the guitar thing runs in my family.

my grandfather, and two of my uncles play.

one actually has a local band. and he rocks out.

anyyywho, yeahh i simply play guitar.

i cannot sing for the life of me. i was going to learn piano.

omystars. not enough patience there.

haha. then i wanted to learn drums; my ex-almost-fiancee played in a band.

he was going to teach me. then we split. another girl, of course. blahh.

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so i suppose i should probably inform everyone on a bit more about me and my cgr background:

one day long, long ago, in a land far, far away . . . [scratch that.]

back not too long ago, a mere few hours away, is where i lived && learned the art of the guitar.

i one day decided to go online to see what i could learn from more experienced guitarists.

there it was. i registered. and my life has forever more been changed. hehe.

so i pretty much found a new home in all my old cgr buddies. ::reminisces::

and then one horrible, terrible, life shattering, tearful day,

my parental units, decided to discontinue my cgr addiction for me.

i was sad. and mad. and uhm just pissed off to be honest.

i did not like this at all. so duh, what does your average 16 year old female do in such times??

hellooo!! i rebelled.

i then got a membership at a local teen hangout place,

and there i made my first return to my sweet, wonderous, online life.

and life was good, again. untillll . . . (come on, you all knew it was coming)

they found out. how i'll never know . . .

nonetheless, they found out . . .

and then they took further action. house arrest.

then i died.

okay.okay. i'm totally kidding. it wasn't house arrest. and i didn't die.

i almost did though . . .

so i was gone. for quite some time. then i got a new boyfriend, life changed.

i was engaged, blah blah blah. so my cgr world had ended and life in fact did continue to go on.

i was shocked to find the world was indeed revolving without my existence on cgr.

but i still checked in every now and then, to check up on my old peeps.

see if they were still here. they faded slowly but surely. so i saw no point in returning.

until one dull, gloomy, rainy, depressing, moody, sad, uhm sorry lost my train of thought

haha. the other day, i randomly checked an old email account of mine,

only to find an email from the ever-lovely, always missed, certainly never forgotten, . . . etc.

from someone i had not heard from in ages;

he was the one and only love of my sweet, cute, innocent (ha!) yet psychotic . . . internet life.

yes, i am talking about chris. ::giggles::

it had been flipping foreverrr since i talked to him.

anyhow, he mentioned that the day had come!! the day we've all been anxiously awaiting . . .

his return to the wonderful world of cgr!!

so yeahh now that i drew that out, and made it as completely dramatic as physically possible.

i too am back. [i think . . .]

we'll see . . .

but yes, that is my, and my history with this addicting website.

any questions, hit me.

♥ love always.

[mellow_yellow]

Music runs in my family too. Just about everyone in my family plays at least one instrument...most can play more than one. I play guitar, drums, fool around on the piano, and I'm learning how to play the ukuklele.

That's a pretty dramatic-could-be-movie CGR background history...

What else do you like to do?

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Originally Posted by mellow_yellow

Music runs in my family too. Just about everyone in my family plays at least one instrument...most can play more than one. I play guitar, drums, fool around on the piano, and I'm learning how to play the ukuklele.

That's a pretty dramatic-could-be-movie CGR background history...

What else do you like to do?

yeahh it would be fun to make it into a movie . . .

i should totally do that. tee-hee.

i was actually going to college for cinema and video production.

with a minor in photography.

this is only because they did not have a photography major there.

so yeahh it was either that or graphic design.

given the chance to do it over again, i'd so go graphic design. :wishful:

anywho, uhm. that brings me to your second question;

i love photography.

it is my passion.

hmm let's see. i work a lot. like two jobs. i pretty much work at least one job a day, . . .

if not both in one day; a day-job, and a nigh-job.

i work in retail at a department store during the day,

and host at a local restaurant at night.

ohh and then there is the boyfriend.

he's a big part of my life, as well.

uhm given the chance to tell everyone one thing and one thing only about him . . .

i choose this:

he is a soldier. ♥

in the united states army.

yeahh you can't tell i'm proud or anything, can you?!

::giggles:: but yeahh there's just one downside . . .

his location. he lives in kentucky.

i miss him . . .

buttttttt, that's okay, cause it won't be too long.

♥ love always.

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so i pretty much posted this in the "reasons to frown today" thread,

but thought i should put it here too.

so for anyone who is awake this early, especially by force, not free will, read on.

i was just awakened at 7am by my bedroom door flinging open and me getting yelled at.

no i don't mean "time to get up!!" . . . [i wish...]

i mean something to this tune:"blah blah blah on the phone at two thirty in the morning!!! blah blah blah now its my turn to wake you up when you wanna be sleeping!!! blah blah blah stupid!!! blah blah blah pull your head out your *** blah blah blah..." and so forth and so on.

the sad thing is, the phone call was merely an accident.

my bf worked really late, and was going to text me to let me know he was off work finally and safely headed home. accidentally hit "call" instead of "send text message" and yeahh.

so again, it is 7am and i already feel only about two inches high . . .

♥ love always.

[4of5Rocker]

So, how come your hearts change from Black to red, and then back to black.
(now I got that stupis song from ac/dc stuck in my head.)

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Originally Posted by 4of5Rocker

So, how come your hearts change from Black to red, and then back to black.
(now I got that stupis song from ac/dc stuck in my head.)

::giggles:: -->

i actually don't do that on purpose . . .

just sometimes i'll forget to make it red.

so it stays black.

and that song isn't stupid.

i like that song.

"cause im baaack in blackkk . . ."

m'kay i'm done with that now.


♥ love always.


[p.s. i made it red on purpose this time.]

[4of5Rocker]

Why don't you just make that Heart your Sig?
btw, IDK why, but your posts give me a fuzzy...

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hmm . . . *ponders making the heart my signature*

i just might do that.

so tell me, what's a "fuzzy"

and is it a good or a bad thing??

well work today was alright.

i worked the service desk again, and unloaded a truck and all that jazz.

a lot better than yesterday.

and now i am eating yummy chicken noodle stuff.

i wish the lake would come back up so i can go swimming.

there's a canal in my backyard, so if it hurries up and comes back up,

i might be in the water more, and here on my computer less.

♥ love always.

[4of5Rocker]

A "fuzzy" is a feeling in the pit of your gut that makes you feel like giving someone a hug,
or... just something nice...

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Originally Posted by 4of5Rocker

A "fuzzy" is a feeling in the pit of your gut that makes you feel like giving someone a hug,
or... just something nice...

aww. that was kinda cute.

i always called that a warm fuzzy.

didn't know if we were thinking on the same wavelength.

guess so.