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Originally Posted by Gods*Armygirl

Dedicated to the Kieliszewski family.
9/29/08

Escape the fire and the thorns
We know he was so much more
But crystal memories are all we have
Kneeling down, crying at the grave
Why did this have to happen?
Why did he have to go?

Oh
Pull out the ashes
He was bound
Tear the pages
Still there's no sound
And as we cry into our hands
We remember death
He was the love in me
One more touch, one more breath

Days go by, we're still alone
Trapped in an everchanging home
Is this all we have to live for now?
Will this get easier somehow?
Tonight is a nightmare
Tomorrow won't be real

Oh
Pull out the ashes
He was bound
Tear the pages
Still there's no sound
And as we cry into our hands
We remember death
He was the love in me
One more touch, one more breath

One by one, the roses fell
Four broken souls lost in themselves
Only one more hour and he'd be free
While tears replace the moments we regret
Oh, those tears fill every heart we could have met

Oh
Pull out the ashes
He was bound
Tear the pages
Still there's no sound
And as we cry into our hands
We remember death
He was the love in me
One more touch, one more breath

Lying at the stone
They'll never know
They'll never know the pain
Please, one more touch
Just one more breath

Wow. This is beautiful and so sad.

[Gods*Armygirl]

Thank you Reading it again, I think I could fix a few things.

[Gods*Armygirl]

I found a few poems/songs that I don't think I posed yet, so here they are.

12/25/08

You left me without words to say
Nothing can take back today
Not giving me a chance to speak
The way things went make me feel weak
This is a repeat of last year
Same situation, the same fear

And if you didn’t know already
You just told me you were ready
That you would never give up on me
But what you just did is what I see

The same thing happened yesterday
But I won’t let you get me this way
There will be no more second tries
You’ve hurt me for the final time

My worst fear is being loved and lost
It comes at such a heavy cost

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This one I wrote for my old best friend.

9/26/08
You pray today
When will they
Come to save you from this nightmare?
Aching again
You say amen
Close your eyes and let them come to you
Will they hear?

Tonight is drawn so black and white
As you fall down on your knees
Please don’t give up this brutal fight
You have more strength than you can see
And if you can find no other reason
To hold on for one more night
Know that someone out there loves you
Stay for me

Open your eyes
Block the disguise
They can’t tell you who you should be
They don’t know
How much you show
Even through a broken spirit I see
Your heart will smile

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9/13/08

Tipped memories
Broken smiles
You lied to hold the little truth
Together in our broken minds
One step away
We fell apart
Actions filled the tears we cried
This broke my already dying heart

How did we get here?
Did we even go anywhere?

I’m alone and so are you
There were so many things left to do
We laughed and cried, we had it all
But was it really enough?
Did we live for each other or the memories?

[Gods*Armygirl]

I've hardly written in a year...lets see how this goes.

Tainted from a splintered life-string
What's left broken, undecided, not the same
It catches onto a glimpse of perfection we couldn't seek
Wasted underneath a cornered crib
Displaying emotions overrated, underrated life
While sobbing with a lonely body
Undercover, overlooked, they say too much insane
Recall each withering body by its smell
How could there be so much the same?
Why shouldn't anyone sustain life under their own?

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Under the candle's fire
She lay with her head down
Eyes closed, lips trembling, nothing there
but a soft whimpering sound

Her hands clasped tightly drawn
Warmed salty drops work their way
Paced breaths, pale complexion, absence
Only grieving for his stay

That's about all I can get out now.