[mikeboyette]

one time , i was ready to die, i found no rest, no enjoyment, no hope. i had been to doctors and they gave me medicine, but it didn't work. i knew there was no reason for feeling the way i did, but i really didn't care to live anymore. so at 3:00 in the morning i went outside and i screamed up to the heavens, and i said God were are you, why dont you help me, are you not real? and i cried because i was so broken. the next day, as i was driving down the road, the Holy Spirit spoke to me. He said "I am here, and now you know it. it is not my desire that you feel this way. I want you to have life more abudantly". i was on the side of the road by this time, absolutely floored. i was so incredibly overwelmed . God said to me "If I can do this with you being where your at (spiritully) imagine what I can do for you if you do your part. He also said "dont forget this experience". My life was change on that day, i have accepted Jesus as my saviour, started to study the word. i quit using recreational drugs and drinking. i know im still not doing all that i desire to do for God, but i do more everyday. thank you God for saving me when i was not worthy of being saved. thankyou for saving my life. thank you for giving me hope. i realize now that God was with me all the time. he knew that i had to go through what i went through to where i am now, and that is a much better life than i had.