[Mikel]

Loud speaks my soul with ambiguity. For it is betrothed to such accomplishments to that which it will not be faithful. For the emotional burden that tethers thy heartstrings to such a foundation, are far too great to be ones lacerated. On the one hand there lies a great need to actively maintain such a role and emotional connection. Yet with the other, the turmoil is so great that the heart's state remains in a constant chaos.
The plausibility of such endless possibilities never tends to forsake thy thoughts. To continue on such a path of chaos and illogical behavior; to reinstate the union, now broken, but once consummated. That which may benefit one being, or that may ultimately fail; only prolonging such disdain and contempt, ending in such instability and resulting in more harm than ever thought possible.
That which I have now, being in good regards; I hold dear. Though, the possibilities of its success are a ways off and blurred by the overshadowing clouds of the current ordeal. For what harm may come from being tossed about like an orphan. To put forth the required effort in both instances, while they are in their infancy, what amount of energy might be required. What blessings may flow from embracing such good things, to see both flourish would more than make me contented. I long for such a feat to be done. Yet neither shall be completed, til I rest my soul in the dirt.
The tongues of the gossips have devoured mine ears. I hold my head high and my feet steadfast, though the doubt has been cast upon my path. I have but one whom knows me, even greater than I, and him shall I lean upon, for he guides me. I listen for his every breath and wait for him to sweep me from dangers. I need only him, for he has carried me farther than mine own feet.
Questions rise and answers fall, for they are from man and led by such folly.
To mine own heart, may I be true. To mine own daughter, may I give sacrificially. To mine own God, may I listen and follow. To mine own friends, may I hold close.
Though battles may be lost, the war may be won. I hold close perseverance, loyalty, patience, honor, honesty, and most of all Love.
For in my perseverance, may I continue.
In my loyalty, may I build bridges.
In my honor, may I be lead by the wise.
In my honesty, may I be proved.
And In my love, may I be remembered and forgiven.