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**The wirerat** · 11-30-2006, 07:52 PM

I talked to my dad and he understands my feelings. sometimes I think that He doesn't, but doesn't everybody doubt their parents at one time I mean, come on right?

jengoesup · 12-01-2006, 09:10 PM

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I talked to my dad and he understands my feelings. sometimes I think that He doesn't, but doesn't everybody doubt their parents at one time I mean, come on right?

Aha, I always doubt my parents

**The wirerat** · 12-02-2006, 04:56 PM

Really?

**The wirerat** · 12-02-2006, 05:07 PM

I have learned that my parents are usually pretty trustworthy. I can't remember a time in the past year that I know about them lying to me.
What makes ur parents so untrustworthy?

**The wirerat** · 12-02-2006, 11:58 PM

I am here at 1:00 a.m. Totally exhausted but I can't sleep. This is stupid. I've been like this for over a week. Falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning.
I got my shotgun yesterday. Its a 12 guage Eastfield model 916 pump with an 18.5 in. barrel. Dangdest fun thing to shoot.

**The wirerat** · 12-03-2006, 12:04 AM

I need prayer.
My two younger sisters, 15, and 17 have recently turned their backs on the Lord. They say they are no longer Christians and are no longer interested in Christian things.
My 17 year old sister has a boyfriend, who is a drug and alchohol user, and has been known to steal for drug money. my sister seems to think he is a really neat guy.
My dad and I are worried that he may break into our house, hence the shotgun.
However, he has been on probation and was picked up earlier this week on a shoplifting charge. This can carry a sentence of a minimum of one year. We are hoping he stays there and my sister cannot contact him. She says she doesn't know what she'll do without him.
She wants to move out in May, when she'll be 18 and go to California.
I am dealing with anger towards her boyfriend right now, and I'm afraid of what I might do to him if I meet him. Please pray hard.

wjarmusch · 12-03-2006, 03:10 PM

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I need prayer.
My two younger sisters, 15, and 17 have recently turned their backs on the Lord. They say they are no longer Christians and are no longer interested in Christian things.
My 17 year old sister has a boyfriend, who is a drug and alchohol user, and has been known to steal for drug money. my sister seems to think he is a really neat guy.
My dad and I are worried that he may break into our house, hence the shotgun.
However, he has been on probation and was picked up earlier this week on a shoplifting charge. This can carry a sentence of a minimum of one year. We are hoping he stays there and my sister cannot contact him. She says she doesn't know what she'll do without him.
She wants to move out in May, when she'll be 18 and go to California.
I am dealing with anger towards her boyfriend right now, and I'm afraid of what I might do to him if I meet him. Please pray hard.

Ouch, that's tough. I'll be praying for you.

**The wirerat** · 12-03-2006, 04:34 PM

They know we love them and want them to come back to the Lord. I am planning on meeting with a counselor to deal with my anger towards my sister's boyfriend.
I have never felt a rage like this before. I have had problems with anger, but I've been able to work on it. this is different. I feel as if I could really kill the guy.

**The wirerat** · 12-04-2006, 10:27 PM

I just finished having an arguement with my dad and mom. I have said, and still stand by it, self-defense laws or no tat I will shoot to kill if I ever see my sisters boyfriend in our house.
My sister was pretty much shocked by the statement, and has been trying to tell me this crap about how if I met him I'd like him, blah, blah, blah.
I'll only like to meet him before he goes to see his Maker and find out what it all is about.
Is this wrong to feel like this?

**The wirerat** · 12-04-2006, 10:56 PM

I am angry at the world now. this song I just posted on the songwriting forum. I'll probably get some nasty review from people here and then I'll hate them too because its my song and I like it because it fits what mood I'm in right now.
http://www.christianguitar.org/forum...d.php?t=140506

wjarmusch · 12-05-2006, 08:58 AM

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I'll only like to meet him before he goes to see his Maker and find out what it all is about.
Is this wrong to feel like this?

I think it probably is...you've never met him, and plan to kill him if he sets foot into your house? I believe that would be considered murder...and obviously against the 10 commandments. The bible also says that if you have hatred toward a brother that you are commiting murder in your heart, also a sin. So I'm not trying to judge you or anything but I think you might want to re-think your position.

**The wirerat** · 12-05-2006, 10:21 AM

I am, its just so hard to try and love a guy who's messing up your sister's life. She doesn't seem to care that he contantly breaks the law, she was even surprised that he got caught. She said that he must have purposefully got caught. She wants desperately to talk with him, but he's in jail so that is good.

**The wirerat** · 12-05-2006, 10:04 PM

I am going to talk with a counselor friend of the families about my anger problem. I thought that I had taken care of this but it cropped up again.
Also. My sleeping patterns of late have been wacked, so I am driving my mom nuts because I take little cat naps all the time
I took my National Registry test for EMTs today. I can get electronic results within two weeks on how I did

**The wirerat** · 12-07-2006, 10:46 AM

Yesterday, I got an interview at Ruby Tuesdays. It looks sort of promising.
I also am going in for an interview today for a job that pays $13/hr. I hopefully will be able to pick that up. It would be a nice income.

wjarmusch · 12-07-2006, 11:34 AM

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Yesterday, I got an interview at Ruby Tuesdays. It looks sort of promising.
I also am going in for an interview today for a job that pays $13/hr. I hopefully will be able to pick that up. It would be a nice income.

$13 an hour...not bad. What type of job would it be?