[studentofGod]

I'm not sure where this thread should go...sorry if any mods have to move this!! Forgive me?

Anyway, I really don't like college. I'm not happy. I don't know where I belong. (Okay...I'm starting to think this is in the wrong forum...) I've talked to the people I trust the most, those who are really close to me. Well, my mom just "wants me to be happy." That's hard! My best friend told me to pray. I'm trying, but I'm not sure I know how to listen properly. I mean...I don't know. Maybe it's just the holidays. Maybe that's why I feel the way I do. I just don't want to be here (school) but I do NOT want to be stuck at home. It just seems to me like there aren't a whole lot of choices after high school. I guess I was expected to go to college. I want to learn stuff, I have no problem with that. I'm just scared (like most college students) that there isn't anything for me to do. I mean, I'm majoring in biochem because I'm good at science. I used to think that I enjoyed it too, but I'm not sure anymore. I'm constantly questioning everything. I plan on transfering next year, but I don't know to where. I'm pretty sure it'll be U of Rochester, but I don't know how to look for other choices. It was so much easier last year and I don't know what's changed. I don't want to ignore what God tells me. I am so scared that I'm going to miss out on some great opportunity that He is trying to give me. I want to find something that makes me happy, but I want to do good things too. College stinks!!! Grrr!

Does anyone have any advice? Like...where or how I can start searching for colleges, or how to listen better. I don't know...anything?

[passinthru]

I hear you. I'm trying to decide what to do after High school. I've got two options, work or do post-secondary edu. Where does God want me? I'm clueless. Is there anything else that you know that you don't want? That's how I decided what to do with school. I don't really have any advice for you, I'm sorry What makes you happy? What is it that you love to do? That's waht you should be doing.

Katie