[luvinjesus]

Welcome back one again to the wonderful life of Gwendolyn.... yes, that's me, in case you were wondering. So... yeah, right now my life isn't going the way I want it too, but I'm trusting God that his way is the best, so I'm going to have to put up with the crap that's going on in my life right now, until God makes it better. So... I'm not much in the mood right now, to be silly or crazy, so I'm going to make this super short and sweet and to the point. So I'll talk to you all later.

Gwen

[luvinjesus]

I'M BACK.........and crazier than ever!! Yeah, so in case anyone was wondering or cared, God is awesome! Yeah, he sure is! So, I can't talk real long today, so I was just checking in with all my favorite people's... my brothers and sisters in christ! See ya later!

[luvinjesus]

Here's Some Stuff About Me~



Well here goes

Full Name: Gwendolyn Marie
Age: 21
Hair Color: Currently blonde, but subject to change
Eyes: Gray, Blue, Green (changes with what color clothes I wear)
Height: 5'6
Weight: wouldn't you like to know??
Shoe size: 10

Family Info:
Parents: Douglas and Valerie
Siblings: Jennifer(23) Sarah(19) and Stephanie(15)
Living Situation: I live in my own apartment
Pets: 2 dogs (Sarah and Bear) and 14 cats

Personal Info:
Type of first car: 1989 Mercury Topaz
Type of current car: 1992 Mercury Sable
Birthday: December 5, 1981
School: I graduated on May 28,2000
Parents Occupations: Father-farmer; Mother-Pastor
Marital Status: Single (like usual)
Instruments played: I play piano
Artistic talents: I can sing, and play piano, and write music



Personal Favorites:

Flower: Yellow Rose or Tiger Lily
Smell: grass after it is freshly cut
Feeling: being in love and being loved
Worst Feeling: guilt, and having a guy you like go for your younger sister, or for one of your teachers in high school
Color: any color of blue

Food:
Ethnic Food: Italian
American Food: potatoes, second fave-shrimp
Snack: Ranch Doritos
Beverage: Water
Pop: Rootbeer
Fast Food Restaraunt: Wendy's
Other Restaurant: Olive Garden, Texas Land and Cattle Company

Entertainment:
favorite magazinge: time magazine
favorite newspaper: New York Times (on the internet)
favorite book: Lady In Waiting, Knight In Shining Armor
T.V. Show: Friends or Who's Line is it anyway
Favorite Movie Of All Time: The Three musketeers (Disney Version)
Movie(comedy): The Three Musketeers (Disney Version), or Sweet Home Alabama
Movie(adventure/drama):Apollo 13, or Armageddon
Movie(sci-f-): The Matrix
Movie(teen): Ten Things I hate about you
Movie( fantasy) Lord of The Rings: Fellowship of The Ring
Most Recent Movie watched: Murder By Numbers
Favorite type of music: contemporary christian, praise and worhsip, ska, pop, r&b, or country.
Favorite christian male artist: Jon Elefante
Favorite Christian female artist: Jaci Velasquez
Favorite male group: Newsong, Plus One and True Vibe
Favorite Female group: Point Of Grace
Favorite mixed group: FFH, or Avalon

Favorite Secular Band: Blink 182
Favorite Secular Female Singer: Mariah Carey
Favorite Secular Male Singer: Brad Paisley
Favorite Actress: Sandra Bullock
Favorite Actor: Bruce Willis

Hygeine:
Favorite type of shampoo: Amplify
Favorite type of toothpaste: Aquafresh ( and yes Nathan I do brush my teeh)
Favorite type of deoderant: Degree ( aqua clean)
Favorite mosturizer: Dove Nutrience
Favorite shower gel: Waterfresh breeze
Favorite perfume: Journey
Favorite nail polish color: silver



Career:
If I could have any job in the whole world what it be: I would be a songwriter/musician/singer.
Current Job: I'm in between jobs right now

Hopefuls:
if i could meet: Brendan Shanahan (From the Detroit Redwings) or Michael Jordan (to get him saved)
if i could spend time with anyone dead or alive who would it be- Smith Wigglesworth


Miscellaneous:
what do i think about when i first get up in the morning: i wanna go back to sleep.
what is on my mouse pad: umm nothing
favorite board game: monopoly
first cd bought: Steven Curtis Chapman, Lord of The Dance
favorite cd i have: smithton outpouring cd ( its a praise and worship cd)



My hero: Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior!!!!

[luvinjesus]

Yesterday, I got a major breakthrough in my life! It was amazing. I've been struggling with so much stuff about my past, and some of the things I've done to people in my past. But God saw past all of the junk in my life, and told me that he still loved me anway. My mom gave me the "Surrender" cd by Vineyard Worship, and I put it on, and was listening to the music, and God's presence came into my apartment, and touched my heart, i lost track of time. But as soon as his presence came in the room, I felt major conviction from the Holy spirit, come over me, and not just like, I know I need to take care of this thing, but like knock me out on the floor, can't move conviction, I got this REALLY hot tingly fever, like the feeling you have when you have a fever. God told me that i needed to apologize to some of the guys in my past, and that if I did that, he would give me a breakthrough in something I've been struggling with for over 6 months. I couldn't believe how much the presence of the Lord could effect my life. That was one of the most powerful experiene I've ever had in my life, and I'm sure it will stick with me for years to come, I've got this fresh fire, this fresh passion to read the word, to pray, to worship the Lord, to find his heart for my life and how he wants to use me! GOD IS AWESOME!!!!

[luvinjesus]

MORE STUFF ABOUT ME!!!

1) Would you rather be deaf or blind?
It's an incredibly hard choice. I'd rather be neither but I've thought about it long and hard and I'd rather be blind. I love music SO much that I couldn't give it up and never be able to hear it again.
2)Would you rather be short or tall?
I'm medium height, and like it that way, but if I had to choose, short!
3)Would you rather be overly happy and poor or overly wealthy and unhappy?
Definitely happy and poor!
4)Would you consider your relationship with your parents bad, okay, good?
It's good now that I don't live there!
5)What do you consider the best trait(s) in a guy?
Well most important he needs to definitely be a Christian. Then he should have a good personality, sense of humor. And it doesn't hurt if he's cute. It would be a definite plus if he could sing, and play an intsrument, and cook!
6)Do you like to dance?
Yes, but only when I can crazy dance!
7)Do you like to talk on the phone?
No, I hardly ever talk to anyone....
8)Who do you think has it worse, girls or guys?
Girls- they have to go through pain every month, guys- once!! How is that fair?
9) If you had a round-trip in any time machine, where would you go?
I'd go back two years, and change a lot of the actions of my past
10)If you could be invisible for one day, what would you do?
I'd see what my friends really thought about me!
11)Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila or Reebok?
Adidas
12)If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh at them? If it was a stupid movie, yes, if it was sad, I'd probably be the one crying!
13)Have you ever thought you were going to die?
Yes, once, in one of my many crazy accidents!
14)What's the most exciting thing you've done on a dare?
Run outside my house 3 times naked
15)If this Saturday you could do anything you wanted, what would you do?
Go to my friend Scotts house for a party!
16) What's your worst fear?
Of dying alone
17)Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No
18)Have you ever felt you were in love?
No, I've never been in love
19)If you were stranded on a desert island with one single person who would it be?
My friend Matt
20) What do you want to be when you grow up?
I want to be whatever God wants me to be (translation: I have no clue)

least favorite nickname: Cracky

greatest memory: going to New York City for our senior trip, getting saved, meeting my friend Matt
future pet: A dog (labrador retriever)

what you wanted, but didn't get for christmas: Spam

if you had 48 hours to live, starting now, what would you do?:
Talk to all of the people I've hurt in my life, and apologize and make things right with them, pay my parents back everything I've ever owed them, and talk to my friends!

favorite things: chocolate, my friends, laughing, and listening to music
best aspect of your life: my wonderful friends, my music, and my relationship with the Lord
most desirable goal: To live and die for Jesus

will you acheive it: I'm sure that with God's help, my life is in his hands!
do you have anything you cling to from your childhood: No
favorite jewelry(if you're a girl): I'm a big silver person. Diamonds are nice- I'm sure!

favorite word: Spam

least favorite thing: being hurt by gossip, guilt, being made fun of
if you could change something in the world: I'd make the unpopular people feel like they belong
dark or light(your first reaction): light all the way!

favorite cd of all time: I don't have one!



best dream: When I dreamed I married the man of my dreams

dream car: something silver, and something that runs

favorite physical trait: my eyes

one thing you would change about yourself: my weight

define, in your own words "time": the space of right now, the essence of being??

[luvinjesus]

What was the most romantic moment you remember from last year? I don't have any romantic moments!

2. What is your most recent obsession? bon bon's!

3. One of my favorite things in the world is to watch the sunset/sunrise, although rainbows are a close second. Tell me about your favorite natural occourance?
sunset's!!
4. I've always been told bad things come in "threes." I really don't believe in the rule of the "threes," but have you had some experiences where it has proved to be true?No, i don't believe in such things

5. But then again, I am usually a positive person, takes a lot to "p" me off. Let's talk about good things for a sec. What's the most recent "good news" you have heard? that my best friend is getting married!
6. I'm not double-jointed and I can't stop a fan-blade with my tongue. But I can curl my tongue as well as cross just one eye. Do you have any stupid human tricks? I can curl my tounge, do an elvis impersonation with my mouth, and pull my thumb back to my hand, without bending it!

7. I have to say, that really was a good movie. It is pretty early still, I think there are some things going on downtown. Anything strike your fancy? The three musketeers, the first time I saw it LOVED IT!!!

BONUS: Who can take a sunrise...sprinkle it with dew? GOD!!!

1. How old will you be on your next birthday? 22

2. One of the presents I was given for my birthday was a "George Foreman Grill." I've always joked about them, so it was kind of a joke gift. But it turns out, it is a really neat little grill. Then it hit me, this is a gadget, except it is for the kitchen. Then I thought about it and realized that "gadgets" aren't just techno-toys, gadgets are everywhere. What is your favorite gadget? My toe-nail clippers, they're so nifty!

3. Tell me about someone that you lost touch with several years ago. Would you like to get back in touch with them again? What caused the separation? Has enough time passed? Would you still get along? I would get back in touch with my friend Jesse, we went to high school together, and we didn't get along then, but I would like to make things right between us

4. I've not met many online friends in real-life (I.R.L.), but I've always assumed we'd get along great if we met. But then again, if we would since my online personality (brash, outgoing) seems so different from how I see my RL offline version (introverted). Is there a difference between your online personality and your real-life version? Or are you pretty much the same person either way?
I'm exactly the same on line as I am in real life, because I like my personality SOOOO much!!
5. Being the quiet type, I have often felt like the online world has given me a greater chance to meet people I'd never meet IRL. In fact, I would bet that I would have never met any of you IRL if we had been in the same bookstore or coffee shop. So in that sense, I think the Internet has helped inter-personal communication for many people. Can you think of any ways that the Internet hinders person-to-person communication? What could we do to change things? I don't really know... all I know is THAT THE INTERNET ROCKS!!!

6. Last night, about 1AM I was overcome with this amazing sense of inner peace. I hadn't prayed, or done anything spiritual, yet, I felt like life was truly good and things could only get better. It seemed like I was given a mental "nudge" as if to say, "You're doing great kid, stay with it and everything will keep getting better." When was the last time you felt truly happy, or had that sense of perfect inner-peace? What does it take to get that feeling back when you need it? when I got right with God

7. There are times when I just want to tell someone off. I don't usually, since I have to work with them. Sometimes it is a family member and that would be even worse on down the road if I cut loose. If you could just verbally let loose on someone and be able to say anything you want, without repercussions, who would you say it to and what would you say? My ex-friend Matt

BONUS: Are we alive or just a dying planet? we are alive... I hope!!

!

[luvinjesus]

I am writing today on........COW'S (WHICH ARE EVIL BY THE WAY)
You have unknowingly stumbled upon the revelation of the greatest conspiracy yet discovered.THE COWS WILL TAKE OVER THE EARTH! Releasing our names to the public would risk exposure as spies.We have unprecedented informtion on their exact agenda.The cows agenda is world domination their exact method is not fully understood.However,we have gathered intelligence from all over the world.They seem to be infiltrating the media through television,books,and games.Now, this next bit of information is extremly important:every time you see a mass of cows any where don,t mention any of what you have read here it could endanger your life!There is still more information to come at a later date fully descibing the cows plan of attack.

The cow conspiracy


So many people think of cows as gentle and docile animals, but these people have been fooled by these intelligent, but evil creatures. By creating this page I know that I put myself and my loved ones in danger, but I see no other way. The cows must be stopped!!!


The Purpose of Cows
What are cows and why are they here? What purpose do they serve on Earth?

These are questions often asked, but very few people see the cows thrue face, and can therefore answer. Cows are here on earth because they were brought by aliens. Their only purpose is to destroy the Human race by winning the hearts of the people. After they have infiltrated the hearts of the people, they will release bioengineered viruses into the atmosphere to kill humans, then the Cow Liberation Army (CLA) will kill the rest of the humans.



EVIDENCE
I have evidence to support this claim. Read on.

Cows often gather in groups- While in these groups, cows can plan their next move. I have videotape evidence of this, but I cannot post it because of copyright restrictions and size.

Milk- In my studies, I have found milk to be an addictive and mind controlling substance. All those 'Got Milk?' signs have been posted by people being controlled by milk, or at least ingenious cows furthering their plans for world domination. The supposed affects of milk on the human body are also made up.

India- In India, cows have worked their way into the political and religious systems, and are now considered sacred. Older cows roam freely and are publicly fed by common people. This provides a perfect opportunity to make plans. When the cow revolt starts, it will start in India.

Cats- Cats drink milk, and are generally accepted as 'Cute' and 'Friendly'. This, though subconscious, automatically equates them with cows, which produce milk. This is how cows subconsciously work in the minds of people so that they accept cows on the same level of cats.

The CIA ( Cow Intelligence Agency) & The Cow Bureau of Invistigation- What many people think is an agency formed to keep the civilians safe, is actually a base for all the top leaders of the cows. In their headquarters the conspiracy is masterminded.

Cow Liberation Army- The CLA is the army of cows that will first free all captive cows (dairy farmers, watch your backs), and then kill the rest of the people not killed by their viruses. The CLA has underground bases around the world, and has amassed forces for over 30 years.

Pamplona- The festival that takes place in Pamplona, Spain every year makes people feel sorry for the bulls. The festival, however, is arranged by the bulls themselves, and no bulls or cows are hurt during the fest. It is a great opportunity for the bulls to chase people down the street and hurt as many as possible.

Cowpox- This was the cows first attempt at bioengineer viruses to kill humans . The cows made a mistake, though, and the virus became a cure for Smallpox.

Mad Cow Disease- In the early 1990s, a disease called Mad Cow was discovered. Scientists quickly eradicated the disease (the cows had made another mistake, and the cows were adversely affected), but the cows had left their mark. This was the second attempt by the cows to try to kill humans using modern methods. Unfortunately, the governments of the affected regions decided to not disclose the Cows' plans to the public. The Cows will most defiantly try again, and next time no one will be safe.







WHAT CAN BE DONE TO STOP THIS THREAT

Eat Cow Meat- Eating lots of cow meat can seriously reduce the Cow population and thereby reduce the effectiveness of the cow's plans.

Drink other kinds of milk- Goats milk and soy milk are some alternatives. By not drinking milk from cows, you will reduce their effect upon you.

Use items made from cowhide- It helps kill cows, and dead cows don't Moo, so there's no adverse effect on you.

Cow tipping

Some people see this as a cruel thing to do, but again I must remind you people of the danger we are all in. By tipping the cow you will confuse the cow and by doing that you may delay their plan and the end of the world. Note. This page to not take responsibility for any tipping or cruelty to cows.

Tipping Tips

Cow tipping works best on a hill- Why not let gravity help you?

Make sure the creature you are tipping is indeed a COW- Bull tipping is not a good idea!

Choose a dark night- It will easier be to approach the cow.

Be quiet and check the wind direction- Approach your cow against the wind so that it is harder for it to smell you.

Find a place with few cows- This increases the chances that all of the cows will be sleeping.

Choose a good starting point- If you're lucky you'll achieve a domino-affect.

Why are Cows Evil?
Well, they just are. Did you know that back in the days of cowboys and indians, indians traded cows for women. Do you believe that?! I think that's a pretty good reason to think they're evil. Another thing is that their is a secret society of heifers that is trying to take over the United States and destroy the Monkey Club. Now that is just downright evil!Down with heifers:cows are evil!

If you have anything you need to say about how evil cows are, or if you know of some secret evil plot that the cows are creating, please email me.


Top Reasons to think that Cows are Evil:
- Mad Cow Disease

- They are the reason you weigh over 5 million pounds!

- They smell.

- They are secretly plotting to take over the world and make us their slaves!(Even though we probably deserve it, it still makes them evil.)



Very few people realise the danger that this society is putting itself in by allowing and even encouraging the breeding of cows for food. I have come to the realisation that almost all cows are part of a conspiracy to conquer our planet and subjugate the human race.

It's immediately obvious from the look of malice in this terrifying creature's eye, just how cunning and dangerous these dreadful beasts can be. You can almost feel it's fetid breath against your cheek as it stares deep into your eyes, intent on deciding in which brutal manner it will end your life.

Notice also that this particular foul beast has fairly septic looking horns. It is my belief that the cow has developed its habit of wallowing in its own filth all the time, the filthy ****er, largely in an attempt to cause innocent human children to develop septic lesions once the cow has gored them.

I have accumulated several pieces of evidence to support my claims. The top 10 are listed below.

1. Some cows stampeded me and a couple of my mates once, for no good reason apart from Jonny mooing at them..

2. They're quite big, therefore are likely to be fairly dangerous, even if it's only out of clumsiness.

3. They have dangerous looking horns.

4. They stare at you.

5. They smell quite bad.

6. By deliberately contracting B.S.E. and Foot and Mouth disease they not only bankrupt farmers but also poison the food chain.

7. There are some near my work and they wait for me coming past so that they can eye me up, knowing that I'm on to them.

8. And they look over the fence at me as well.

9. They lure people into eating them, thus increasing their risk of several beef related diseases.

10. Just look at them, you can tell that the buggers are up to something.

Very few people are aware of this menace, so spread the word, so that we may unite against this terrifying foe.

Stop eating all beef products. It is a common misapprehension that eating cows will help cut down on their numbers. Actually, by eating them, you are encouraging farmers to breed more cows, thus contributing to the problem.

Run away from cows. If they start to get a taste for human flesh then it could lead anywhere...

Cows are evil:

Cows say: Moo
Evil: 666
Moo=666 (on telephone)
Moo=666=evil= COWS ARE EVIL!!!!

[luvinjesus]

I'm back......... yeah, so did you miss me? You know you did, stop fooling around......just checking in to say hi, and taking a break from packing....see ya later!

[luvinjesus]

I'm back, I know I haven't posted in awhile. Anyways, I've been busy, because our church is doing a cd in September, and we're using some of the songs I've written on it.... I'm pumped!

[luvinjesus]

WOO-HOO!! No one has replied to my journal in so long, It's official, I'm "THE MOST UNPOPULAR PERSON ON CGR!", not many people can have that feat. I can, and I wear it proudly!! Anywhoo, talk to myself later, I would say, talk to you all later, but the only you, reading this, is me, and I am somebody!

[SuperMonkey]

You are a nobody. You are worthless and I'm only reading/posting here because I pitty you. *spit*

[sorefingers]

I am now posting in your blog because I want to.

Grace & Peace
Luke

[Nathanael]

5. Being the quiet type, I have often felt like the online world has given me a greater chance to meet people I'd never meet IRL. In fact, I would bet that I would have never met any of you IRL if we had been in the same bookstore or coffee shop. So in that sense, I think the Internet has helped inter-personal communication for many people. Can you think of any ways that the Internet hinders person-to-person communication? What could we do to change things? I don't really know... all I know is THAT THE INTERNET ROCKS!!!

Becarefull tho... teh internet makes you stupid.

[Praisey]

hello!!! just saying hi and to say i enjoyed reading your blog

and also... being true to what i said in that thread you started... visiting the "unpopular" blogs... not saying yours is though hehe mine is!

[luvinjesus]

Thank you all so much, for verifying the cold and painful truth, that I am indeed the most unpopular person on CGR, this is a great honor, and I will not take it lightly. I will barely ever post in my blog, I will only talk to other "unpopulars", such as myself. I wouldn't want to do anything to jeapardize my unpopularity. So thank you all, for bestowing this honor on myself. I hope I will not let you down.

Peace,

Luvinjesus